~ Phases of Growing Up ~

my super cool roomates
( mar, yong & ain )

awesome roomates :)
( wanie, ain, ean, juma )

my Gfs forever

best buddy ;)

bestie, Diana :)

i used to spend my student's life with them... it was fun although we fight with each other sometimes. 

kawan- kawan yang dah kerja selalu pesan, hargai saat2 jadi pelajar. dulu tyme belajar buat tak kesah jea pesanan tu. tp sekarang bila dah habis baru faham kata2 tu. the statement is true, indeed. life as a student is precious as compared to commitment life. i mean the commitment towards studying is super fun if compared to working life. dulu tyme belajar sempat lagi nak enjoy2, hantar assignment last minute, study pun last minute,  kawan selalu ada kat sekeliling. sekarang kalau semua nak buat last minute, duit pun last lah masuk. kawan- kawan pun dah dengan life masing-masing. 

now, baru nak start fikir pasal future. it's not an easy task as I can't decide it for myself. rasa macam nak duk kat rumah jea jadi suri rumahtangga yang bertauliah. honestly, I hate to realize that this reality has come to hit me. 

I hate to confess it but, oh I love being a student ;)

~ Day 111 ~

everyday the same thoughts haunt my mind. everyday the same questions repeat themselves over and over like a constant echo in my head. everyday feels like a routine of the same emotions.

everyday...

i look for an escape.

~ cRuSh ~

hye.. I have a big crush on you.

okay bye.

~ puzzle of complexity ~

and here comes the feeling of insecure. 

one simple advice. people that are meant to be together always find each other in the end. just walk along the path and leave the rest to fate :)

~ Her Day ~

the moment a child is born, the mother is also born. she never existed before. the woman existed, but the mother, never.

honestly speaking, I am not so close with my mother. but as I grow older the relationship becomes close naturally. some mothers are kissing mothers and some are scolding mothers. my mother scolds and kiss together. tipu ah kalau cakap saya tak jeles bila orang lain boleh anggap mak nie macam kawan baik gilerrrr... cause I can't do so. but I know I am lucky coz I got a mother like her. unique and has a superb sense of humour :)

Puan Shadiah:

 HAPPY MOTHER's DAY :)

thanks for everything

You're flawless & Love you so much.

p/s: happy mother's day to all mothers in the world. thanks for being the greatest mothers to your children. you're precious :)

~ HoPe ~

when you are in trouble or feeling sad, people always tell you "everything will be alright." and you will get better sometimes after hearing the phrase. the question is are the situations will really be alright? or are we just want to sooth our feeling and lying to ourself?

i know it's hard for us to accept reality and most of us seem to blame anything other than ourselves. even i myself always blame others even i know that the problem was rooted from me. best ke kalau dapat tipu diri sendiri? ape susah. bila dah tahu tengah tipu diri sendiri tak payah lah fikir dah. kan senang. how i wish things could be settled as easy as 1,2,3.

manusia sekarang makin senang nak menipu. sesetengah dah jadikan hobi from the habit. but i still search for the honesty. really. it's hard. or i think we should play truth or dare. or maybe just dare because no one knows how to tell the truth anymore. i give up.

~ cycles ~

either we are lovers or were lovers; friends turn into enemies or vice versa. we will still have a precious bond. it's just a cycle of relationship that will add some sparks in the path of life. :)