~ HoMe CoMiNg ~

late last night so far away.
I dreamed myself a dream.
and I dreamed I was all alone.

this morning, I woke up from my comfy bed.
well the sun was superb nice from my window view.
I said to myself: welcome Home.
I miss Papa's smile.
I long Mama's joke.
I miss homemade cooking.
I enjoy sibling's chat.

isn't it nice to be home again?
this is true heaven. you think this happens everyday?

would it be too demanding if I wish to have this kind of bedroom? ;)

~ LeT y0u kNoW ~

I guess between things and people, the former are easier to possess.

but then we might lost the thing or misplaced it.

while for people, we will never misplace them.

because we know they were there.

but it could be that the feeling might not be the same. 

anymore.

so Dear ***3055,

for all this while...

THOUGHT YOU ALWAYS BE MINE ~

~ eMoTioNs ~

I feel annoyed when people interfere in my life while I never mingle with their matters.

I feel disturbed when people do not tell the truth .

I feel insecure when people stay away from me.

I feel unsettled when I lost my feelings for him.

I feel uneasy when my loved ones are in pain.

I feel lonely when I think about myself.

I feel empty when I forget about Him.

but I pray He will remember me :)

~ sAyA bAnKrAp ~

saya di dalam dilema sekarang. ya. dilema. dilema kewangan.

ini gara-gara kereta a.k.a bumbleBEE saya. lepas dah habis rm300 beli satu 'barang keperluan', sekarang kereta nak bermanja-manja pula. oh, sebut pasal 'barang keperluan', nanti saya ceritakan. next post ok.hehe.
berbalik pada topik sebenar, selepas ditolak segala keperluan makanan, keperluan buku, dan kepeluan minyak hitam kereta, saya berada dalam kondisi yang amat berjimat. sampai nak shopping pun kena tahan nafsu yg berkobar-kobar. nak dating lagi lah kena bersabar, walaupun kadang-kadang tak sabar jugak sebenarnya.

alkisahnya, kereta tersebut sudah lanjut usianya dan enjinnye tetiba taknak hidup pulak. nak cakap tak cukup minum, minyak ada lagi. nie semua gara-gara minyak naik, kereta tu pun nk protes jugak kan. ada kaitan ke? selepas diteliti dari setiap penjuru dan bertanya pada yang pakar, sudah dipastikan bateri kereta ada masalah.
ingatkan lepas recharge, boleh start dah. sekali kena tukar baru daaa ~ ingatkan murah je. memang berangan lah. approximate rm120 -rm150 utk harga bateri tu.haish. memang menduga betul kalau pasal maintenance bumbleBEE nie. so, terpaksa lah lebih kental menahan segala nafsu dan keinginan untuk berbelanja. so, sesiapa yang nak membuat amal, derma anda amat dialukan ;)

~ I LoVe YoU, I nEEd YoU ~

it's not easy to be me. when I'm around you.
I don't know how to make jokes with you as sister always do.
I don't know what to talk with you, compared to mama.
I want to tell you everything that happened in my life.
or maybe because I'm the eldest, you make me be independence.

but at time like this,

I really want to be by your side, I want to give you strength.
PAPA, do hold on. please get well soon.
I long to see your smile again.

~ sYaBaS Harimau Malaya!!!! ~

AFF Suzuki Cup 2010 finals : Malaysia beat Indonesia 3-0 in their first leg match played in National Stadium, Bukit Jalil :)

I'm glad that I could watch the match at the stadium. the Malaysian players were great even Indonesian players tried to make 'interesting scene' during the play. high salute to the players especially the hero, Safee Sali. like you more lah...hehe. however, there's still bad attitudes from the crowds. main lempar bunga api lah, mencarut tak tentu pasal lah, campak botol air lah. haish...shame...shame...grow up people. kalau setakat datang tengok bola nak bikin situasi, baik minum hot chocolate sambil tengok kat rumah. mana hilang semangat kesukanan penyokong Malaysia tadi. but then, great job, players from both team. harap-harap match kat Indonesia nanti fair & square lah yerk.

Hero Harimau Malaya: Safee Sali - moga jadi lebih hebat di Bung Karno!

Malaysia Boleh! ceh, tetiba baru ada semangat patriotisme ;)