~ HaPPyNeSS ~

bahagia bila dapat hadiahkan senyuman diri sendiri untuk orang tersayang kan?

tapi apa yang lebih bahagia?

orang tersayang membalas kembali senyuman itu. dan diri dapat merasa keikhlasan senyuman itu. tak ternilai.

~ EcHoEs oF MiRacLe ~

Voiceover by Peyton, Lucas, Brooke, Nathan and Haley: 

Make a wish and place it in your heart. Anything you want, everything you want. Do you have it? Good. Now believe it can come true. You never know where the next miracle is gonna come from, the next smile, the next wish come true. But if you believe that it's right around the corner, and you open your heart and mind to the possibility of it, to the certainty of it. You just might get the thing you're wishing for. The world is full of magic. You just have to believe in it. So make your wish. Do you have it? Good. Now believe in it. With all your heart.

do not ever lose hope, because there will always be miracles for you =)

~ LyRiCs t0 mY LiFe ~

I wish that I was one of those people that:
the clouds always cleared for,
the sun always shined on,
and the stars always came out for.
I wish I was the reason they invented spotlights for,
the kind of person that people longed to be...
Oh, wouldn't that be nice?

~ LiFe is BriEf ~

life is made up of meetings and partings. people come into your life everyday, you say good morning, you say good evening, some stay for a few minutes, some stay for a few months, some a year, others a whole lifetime. no matter who it is, you meet and then you part.

setiap pertemuan dan perpisahan yang Tuhan tentukan pasti ada sebabnya. dan di sebalik sebab- sebab itu pasti terselit hikmahnya. dalam bulan ini sahaja, saya mendapat lima berita tentang kematian orang tersayang kepada kawan-kawan saya. salam takziah kepada ahli keluarga mereka dan sama-sama kita sedekahkan al-Fatihah.

apa yang membuatkan saya terfikir, hidup ini tak panjang. sudah banyak perkara yang membuang masa yang dah dilakukan. ada waktu yang lebih banyak dihabiskan bersama teman berbanding keluarga sendiri. kita tidak akan sedar selagi kita biarkan diri kita hanyut. tiada niat untuk tuding jari kepada sesiapa hanya sekadar peringatan bersama.

it's difficult to know which second among a lifetime of seconds is more special. often when you realise how precious those seconds are, it's too late for them to be captured because the moment has passed. we realise too late. and when that happens there is no use of regret. have a good life people. appreciate every moment with your love ones =)

~ HoPiNg FoR MiRacLeS ~

as we grow up..we often have to make decision in life and sometimes question about it.

but...

what to do when faced with two choices???

a person used to tell me...

simple.toss a coin. it works not because it answers the question for you. but because while the coin is in the air, you suddenly realize what you are hoping for.and now I realize that it might be true.

tapi, ape-ape pun sebagai Muslim...the best way is absolutely by praying...it is the only way to get the right answers for your decision. and make sure that you will never regret about your answer.

Miracle doesn't happen by itself people, you must ask for it...and only HIM can give it to you =)

~ LiFe's cLiMb ~

why people love to fight over small things and not something important?

best friends are fighting about the stories that have been made up...
couples are fighting about jealousy...
mothers and daughters are fighting about privacy...
celebrities are fighting to be more popular...

fight is necessary...

" when we stop fighting for each other, that's when we lost our humanity." -jackson curtis, 2012-

but in a proper conditions...I kept thinking why people does not prefer to make the world a better place. try to live in harmony and peace people! do no waste your life and keep on struggling for yourself and others.because we certainly do no want to lose our humanity. for we know it is priceless =)

~ AkaN DiCaPai ~

2010 sudah bermula...azam baru pun dah ditetapkan...harap terlaksana...

hopes in education:
1) tak malas nak pergi kelas...nie niat pagi2 bangun tido asyik nak ponteng kelas jea.haish.

2) tak stress lagi dgn 1 subjek major nie.sangat kritikal dengan subjek nie.camne subjek nie boleh wujud (?_?)

3) pointer kena naik lagi...asyik statik jea... *memang laa tak naik klo asyik main2 ;p*

4) assingment.ape tips nak siapkan assingment awal2? nie habit selalu nak buat keje las minit.hehe

-setelah disenaraikan, rupanya sifat malas amat tebal dalam diri saya.ish3.

hopes in relationship:
1) harap dapat luang masa dengan family sangat2.mau pergi vacation sama2.huu...

2) dapat ronggeng dengan bff saya puas2.next year maybe dah jarang lepak2.

3) dapat kad jemputan kawen kawan2. mau makan nasi minyak.hehe

4) dengan busyuk2 saya, sangat harap saya dapat memahami kam000.

- social skill & relationship saya still perlu di 'upgrade' (@_@)

after all, this year is a fresh start for me. with new plans and new strategies in my life. I do hope this year akan jadi lebih bermakna dengan sweet and bad memories that will remain in my thought =))

# SELAMAT TAHUN BARU SEMUA #

p/s: baru jea bazirkan duit untuk shopping di hari pertama new year.haish.camne nak blaja bjimat nie.hee...

~ H0pE d SkY iS aLwAyS bLuE ~

twinkle twinkle little stars

I always prefer to look at the sky when I have bad feelings about my life.The sky is so wide, the moon and the stars just make me feel better.How great the creations of God.

Life without problems is not cool right?So I guess I have to bear with all the troubles that are competing to rush into my life.Yet, the most troublesome dilemma is when it is related with your feelings.How could I ignore others' feelings?Can I be that selfish?Just thinking of it makes me feel guilty.

My father used to tell me that memory is a good thing to be remembered, either it was the good one or the bad one.But papa, your daughter is not strong enough to bear with all of the memories in her life.I try hard to delete all the bad memories in my mind.I wish I have a quite large and enough space of dustbin to dispose all the memories.How fool I am to think something like that.But I know I actually have to learn from the bad memories.For better future.So that I will never repeat the same mistakes again.Thanks for your advice papa.Your daughter understands the situation now =)

To my Soulmate, sorry for giving you a lot of troubles. I know I have to understand you better. I need to be more mature person.How childish I am right?And I have to struggle hard to maintain this feeling towards you.Saya masih bertahan dear.

Sekarang, listening to Love You Yes-Couple::while looking at the sky::finish this entry.Now I feel relieve and great.

Hope the night sky will always been occupied by the moon and the stars ;D

~ cHeNta YaNg SeMpUrNa ~

life is unpredictable...
we dun even can get an idea wat might happen tomorrow...
i get a shocked news today...
one of my frens' mother has passed away today...
dun ever get to contact him for a quite long time...
dunnoe why he kept a sudden distance...but now i guess i noe d answer...
salam takziah my fren...be strong k...i noe it's hard..but u must noe dat there's olwez family n fren dat u can keep holding on k...we'll give our full support...insyaAllah...

i noe everybody will face the death someday...
i juz can't imagine how am i suppose to face it...i noe it's inappropriate to talk about dis matter...
but it's juz kept coming in my mind today...
n now i noe i have to appreciate every single moment in my life..
there is not much time for me to quarrel over small thing...
there is not much time for me to spend quality moment with my loved ones...
there is not much time for me to waste by hating people...
bcoz we'll never noe wat might come afterwards...

but i do hope there's still TOMORROW...
for me to tell my family how much i love them...
for me to tell my busyuk how i appreciate for ur concern...
for me to tell my dearly frens thank u for olwez by my side...
for me to keep striving for d best in my education...
AND for me to still keep being grateful to HIM for giving me such a wonderful life
now i noe i shouldn't being regret and should still moving on for better days.

p/s: suddenly miss my homie,busyuk2 n frens so much :((

only 2 more days...
saye mau pulang...
mau sgt3...
huhu...

dis week...
sgt111 lazy nk g klas...
ati da kt ma home sweet home...

11/9/09-i'm really waiting 4 u...do come faster...hee...

p/s: ptg nie br nk g sopping bj raye...haish...klo xde...xbraye r nmpknye...xkn nk recycle bj taon lps...huhu...salam gumbire sume (*_*)

~ gEndEr BiaS jEa 2... ~

"boy n gurl juz bley jd kawan...
tp xbley jd sahabat...
nnti msti nk feeling2..."

btol ke statement 2?
suddenly i wonder...
after my rum8 asked me dat question...
is it true???
pening jgk nk pkr...
hehe
da 2 ty r sorg dak nie ;p

me: busyuk2...

him: iye...

me: btol ke laki n ppuan xbley jd sahabat...bley jd kwn jea

him: xde r cm2...

me: da 2 cmne...

him: gender bias jea 2...

*d end...*

- mmbantu sgt r jwpan 2...hehe...sbr jea r...so smpai skrg r still wondering ;D -