~ KeRinduan ~

whether you were in my past, still in my present,  or will be in my future, I am grateful for your presence. thanks and sumpah RINDU!

~ in Love is no simpLe thing ~

haa.tengok tajuk post nie jea dah tau mesti nak jiwang kan.eh. kalau nak cakap pasal cinta mesti kena jiwang ke?

recently, most of my closest friends have been in a relationship. diorang main rahsia pun still boleh tahu.haa.hebak kan? takdelah hebak sangat pun sebenarnya.tak payah nak perasan awesome sangatlah. dah terang-terang lagi bersuluh memang boleh nampak kalau a girl fall in love kan. kalau boys ni pandai cover sikit KOT.

haha. Barney is funny.

p/s : i wonder how boys feel when they're in love ;)

~ The Gossipers #1 ~

today is my off day. so i went for a hang out with my mates. it was a common day. yet, it was the inspired one.


i memang suka lepak. sebab apa? sebab i suka tengok gelagat manusia sejagat.haha. nak tau apa yang i dah tengok sepanjang aktiviti lepak i? jom i nak story (i tau ayat i gedik & patot diberi penampar)


ok. now back to the topic...


i could say that i've seen various types of people. ada yang sombong, ada yang terlebih peramah, ada yang menggatal, ada yang menunjuk-menunjuk, ada yang pemurah, ada yang kelakar, ada yang nampak macam perempuan tapi sebenarnya lelaki.eh! tapi apa yang paling menarik perhatian. ada yang nampak macam perempuan, memang terbukti perempuan, tapi perangai tak macam perempuan.no offense.


not that i hate towards this type of women. pity maybe. 


contoh 1:
yang berpasangan, konfem2 kalau tengok memang tak kahwin lagi, sibuk sangat mempromosikan kisah cinta. "i takdelaaa chantek sangat nak dibandingkan dengan u, tapi i dah ada boipren. u ada?" amboi! untunglah kalau boipren u tu nanti jadi laki u. kalau tak, ada u nak tunjuk muka u lagi kat i?


contoh 2:
yang sanggup putus kawan sebab lelaki. "u dah tau i suka kat dia kan, yang u rampas dia kenapa?putus kawan!" hello...one sentence. if he's meant with you, he'll be the one for you. tak payah nak putus kawan sangatlah. kalau ada problem, pandai lah pulak nak cari kawan yang 'perampas' tu kan.


contoh 3:
yang rasa diri seksi. haish. this type worries me most. honestly,saya pun tak menjaga aurat saya sepenuhnya. saya pun pakai skinny jeans, saya tak betudung labuh,but i try to cover myself from being a target of men. sexy is subjective people. but seriously, saya sebagai perempuan pun malu kalau ada perempuan lain yang memang berpakaian seksi, lelaki usha dari awal kemunculan sampai hilang bayangan, tapi saya pun tak dapat buat apa-apa. *malu*


i've said enough. katalah saya cemburu atau tak layak nak cakap pasal hal orang lain. tapi saya hanya nak kongsi, hidup ini terlalu singkat kalau nak tunggu hidayah datang. why don't you try to seek it"


 "The world and all the things in the world are precious but the must precious thing in the world is a virtuous woman" - Muhammad (PBUH)


so Muslim women, why don't you try to be one?


  

~ In my Head ~

recently, i wish that i can draw. at least something recognizable. last time i checked, i tried to draw a cat for little brother. somehow, it doesn't even similar to an animal -.-'. i wish to draw everything that i could remember. yet i failed.


i'm having some hard time right now.seriously. not that i'm complaining. it's just seem that my life gets messy and i'm unable to handle it. or should i say i do not make an effort to handle it. so i thought everyone has a certain part in their lives where they truly wish they could just freeze time. Whether it was three years ago, today or still to come.Whether a moment, a whole day or a whole summer. Everyone has a time in their life they wish everything would just stop. The world would stop changing because to them, at that time, everything was absolutely perfect. for me, i wish to request for my past time four years back. and i realize, it's absolutely impossible.


maka sebab itu, saya telah mengembangkan imaginasi saya. I'm in the stars. I feel as if I could jump up, touch the clouds, and keep going, and never come back. I feel as if I've been given the great opportunity to witness something great, to become something magnificent, to dream the biggest of dreams.

a cozy beach house, a trip to travel the world, a loving husband-soulmate. that's what i dream of. for the time being.hehe. yeah i know i'm a dreamer. i believe in my dreams. and i think you should too.