~ tAkE mE t0 d sTaRs ~

i olwez hide sumthing from u...
i olwez tell lies to u...
but u never understand it
i really didn't mean it...

i had bad bad days rite now...
u dunnoe how miserable am i
ma fault to let them go on u
boo to maself...

wish to go to a peaceful place...
take a deep breath n enjoy d scenery of nature...
i wanna look at d stars...
n realize dat d sky is sooo beautiful...
i wanna enjoy d juicy n tastiness of ice-cream...
n donuts...
do bring peace n calm to mE...

p/s: can't wait dis saturday =D

~ cAri SkAnDaL LaGi ~

WORD....
sometimes can be a curse...
sometimes can be a miracle...

people can get hurt by ONLY one word
and also can be s000 happy by a word
but how can we noe 'dat' ONE word can give such a big impact to us
d word can signify many meanings...
i said dat u're bad...but maybe i lyke d way u've been bad...
or maybe i really mean dat u're bad person...

watch out for d words u've uttered...
they may become true...
kalau cakap word yg elok takpe laa kan...
wanna success in lyfe.lead a gud lyfe.
have cute child lyke Suri.being blessed olwez.

tp klo da pray 4 bad things...
bodo laa kau nie.otak ko biol laa.
asek2 ada skandal ;p
once da tmakbul...
br nk gelabah yerk...

u think dat's a joke...
but i think u shud regret
Y?
bcoz i already annoyed!!!!


how do u noe dat d word U have uttered can make Me feel so miserable...
but i shud've known dat u really dun mean it...

~ BaWaKu PuLaNg ~

my bodies are itchy...
n swollen...
dunnoe why...
he thinks dat i'm allergic...
OMG!!!!
so miserable....
so uncomfortable...
nk garu nnti luke (T_T)

at dis moment...
really wanna eat...
ice-cream...
chocs...
doughnuts...
cravings...
huhu

wat i want d most....
GO HOME...
saye mau...

p/s: now i think dat i'm quite manje...huhu

~ c0nFeSSi0n oF aN 0rDinArY giRL ~

knape asal jd gurl jea nk emosi lbey...
cpt senctif...
cpt emotional...
cpt trase...
y dun we tend to be more cheerful (^_^)

knape asal jd gurl jea ada yg nk gedik2...
knon2 act as an innocent little girl...
xske and wanna kick all d bitches...
but never realized dat she is among d bitches...
dat other people want to kick out...
y dun we juz be a normal girl dat do not make people feel irritated with us...

knape asal gurl jea msti nk relate dgn gossip...
ske jaga tepi kain org laa...
ske rmpas hak org laa...
ske attract attention laa...
y dun u juz mind ur bizness n stop messing wif other people...

i noe words are easy to utter...but when it apply to action...it's definetely hard to do...
but y dun we try...fix it....be optimistic...be realistic...i think u'll slowly become a better gurl...
STOP BEING AN ANNOYING PERSON IN OTHERS' EYES

*i am irritated now...but will try to fix it (n_n).do neglect d harsh words in this post...*

~ iGn0Re mE...bUt d0n't LeAvE mE ~

i dun want to meet u...
i dun want to text u...
i dun want to call u...
I THINK WE NEED A GAP...

it's juz only for a reason...
and will olwez be 4 dat reason...

DO IGNORE ME...

~ s0rrY seems 2 be d cmplicated word ~

it's my fault...
for being emotional
it's my fault...
for being selfish
it's my fault...
for being ungrateful
it's my fault...
for not being rational


from all above...i juz wanna say sowry 4 having dat characteristics n keep repeating d same mistakes n make u feel annoyed...for i'm hardly comfort u...

i'm jUst bEinG sTuPiD...

~ mE....sELfiSh...sEnSiTiVe...Em0ti0NaL...s0 wAt??? ~

kadang-kadang kite asek jea pkr psl org laen...smpai kite lupe nk pkr hal sndiri...
kite asek pkr nk jage ati org laen...smpai kite lukakn ati kite sndiri...
kite tolerate jea org nk wat ape pown...kite maafkn jea fault yg da bkali2 diulang...
bley ke kite jd sabar smpai camtu????

i try 2 be selfish....
i try 2 be intolerance...
i try 2 be impatient...
i try 2 be bad...
but i can't...am I too good???absolutely not...stupid maybe...

dulu saya tak pernah terfikir keadaan akn jadi lbey teruk...
tak pernah terfikir saya akan lbey terluka...
tak pernah terfikir saya akan lbey marah...
n skrg i'm feel worse...

i noe i've to fix it...
as i read one of ma fren's entry... *really thanks to her post*
she said dat we have to put a distance between us n 'sumthing'
so i think i've to make a gap between me n ......
so i can feel better...
n i really hope so.... (^_^)

p/s: but i still love u k ;D