Friday, December 31, 2010

~ I LoVe YoU, I nEEd YoU ~

it's not easy to be me. when I'm around you.
I don't know how to make jokes with you as sister always do.
I don't know what to talk with you, compared to mama.
I want to tell you everything that happened in my life.
or maybe because I'm the eldest, you make me be independence.

but at time like this,

I really want to be by your side, I want to give you strength.
PAPA, do hold on. please get well soon.
I long to see your smile again.

Monday, December 27, 2010

~ sYaBaS Harimau Malaya!!!! ~

AFF Suzuki Cup 2010 finals : Malaysia beat Indonesia 3-0 in their first leg match played in National Stadium, Bukit Jalil :)

I'm glad that I could watch the match at the stadium. the Malaysian players were great even Indonesian players tried to make 'interesting scene' during the play. high salute to the players especially the hero, Safee Sali. like you more lah...hehe. however, there's still bad attitudes from the crowds. main lempar bunga api lah, mencarut tak tentu pasal lah, campak botol air lah. haish...shame...shame...grow up people. kalau setakat datang tengok bola nak bikin situasi, baik minum hot chocolate sambil tengok kat rumah. mana hilang semangat kesukanan penyokong Malaysia tadi. but then, great job, players from both team. harap-harap match kat Indonesia nanti fair & square lah yerk.

Hero Harimau Malaya: Safee Sali - moga jadi lebih hebat di Bung Karno!

Malaysia Boleh! ceh, tetiba baru ada semangat patriotisme ;)

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

~ HeLLo FiNaL yEaR ~

new semester has started. I'm taking only 13 credit hours this semester. but, the subjects sure are killing me:

  • topics for islamic literature
  • world literature
  • language for occupational purpose
  • linguistics for literature
  • arabic
  • automotive skill
see. the literature subjects are much more than the linguistics subject. me likey ^_*. linguistics can bring pressure to me at some time even I am majoring in combination.

bersempena sem baru, kena ada azam. so, for this new sem, I aim to study in relax mode. why? because I have to enjoy every moment of it =). buat ape nak stress sem kot.hik3. another aim is to have a super good time with my friends. iyelah...nanti dah tak berpeluang nak beronggeng dan berfoya-foya lagi kan.. yosh...what's the most important is I have to maintain my achievement. hopefully. for those who are also in final year, lets get through this year with satisfaction.yeah. good luck everybody!!! 

Friday, December 17, 2010

~ m0mEnTs ~

above are the only pictures that I have during my one month holiday. I guess I spend more time at home even though it seems nothing beneficial that I've done. it's good to spend time with your family and friends. or I rather say it was an awesome moment. because I might not be able to spend those precious moment again. everyone will be graduating. friends will have their own future to think of. there may no time to hang out soon. so, I really appreciate my final year as an undergraduate student because I know I will miss this journey the most. the time where I was late for handing my assignments, the period when I was taking the killer subjects, the time when I wanted to release all the stress. I am grateful that I have my friends. thank you  =)

Sunday, November 28, 2010

~ a PROMISE made should be a PROMISE kept ~

semua orang suka bagi janji kan? atas macam-macam sebab. ada sebab nak tenangkan hati, ada yang nak menjaga hati, ada yang nak menarik hati. yang penting semua berkaitan dengan hati.hehe. tapi boleh ke semua janji tu dipercayai? sebab ada yang tipu sunat, dan ada juga yang memang tipu betul. macam mana nak bezakan tu?

i hate promises, actually. because i tend to fully believe in it.

janji buat saya letak harapan yang tinggi, janji buat saya berangan jauh, janji buat saya anggap fantasi boleh jadi realiti. itu kesan janji pada saya. saya? memang jarang berjanji sebab saya bimbang janji saya akan memberi kesan yang buruk.

cuma satu yang saya asyik fikir pasal janji.  janji lelaki. ada orang cakap, lelaki suka bagi janji manis. orang yang cakap, bukan saya. betul ke? selalu janji lelaki mesti macam ni kan:

1) saya janji saya sayang awk sorang jea.

2) cuma awak sorang jea dalam hati saya. memang xde yang lain dah. saya janji.

3) saya taknak orang lain, nak awak jugak.

4) saya nak sayang awak sorang jea seumur hidup saya. sampai saya mati.

so, boleh percaya ke? kalau dah putus hubungan, mana dah sayang awak kat saya dulu?
kalau saya dah takde, kenapa awak cari yang lain juga?
kalau orang lain ngorat awak, kenapa cinta awak tergugat juga?

this post is not a matter of personal. yes, indeed. but i just wonder what about your promises to me? hope they are really true. because mine are all true :)

Monday, November 22, 2010

~ Graduation Dinner ~

12/11/2010: pre-graduation dinner

*satu momen yang boleh dijadikan kenangan*

several months to go. dan bakal bergelar graduan. insyaAllah. hooray!

p/s: kredit to jae & freddy

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

~ Do Me a FaVoUr ~

he thinks that I am talkative
his friends think that I am quiet

she thinks that I am a easy going person
her friends think that I am too unfriendly

afterall, it doesn't matter me much. but I only want to know. what's YOUR opinion? about me.
or maybe I have split identity ;)

Thursday, November 11, 2010

~ the TAKERS ~

went to watch a movie last week. TAKERS. a movie directed by John Luessenhop which revolves around a group of intelligent & skillful robbers. they try to pull off one last job with more money at stake than ever before. but the reality shows who's taking who. and and the actors are actually one of the reasons that attract me to watch it ;)

- paul walker, idris elba, hayden christensen, T.I, michael ely, chris brown -

overall, it's a nice movie even the effects are quite shaky. tapi tapi, my favourite guy is dead. in this, baby, i am down, down, down, down, down. movie jea pun kan...feeling terlebih plk.oh hayden...sob3!

but the climax of the day is, with parallel to the movie that I've watched, my beloved wedges also been 'taken' by a 'taker'. it feels so sad. it is more pathetic when it happened at a mosque. how could somebody take other's belongings at a holy place???so advice of this post, take care of your belongings wherever, whenever you are. I've learnt my lesson.

Friday, November 5, 2010

~ LiFe's ExPeCtaTioN ~

am currently listening to Coldplay & Lifehouse songs. their songs always calm me. it feels soothing. like you're surrounded by the beauty of nature with the combination of the careness of the breeze touching you.

I am not in a good condition right now. it's not a bad condition but it's just not a good one. how I miss to talk to someone. to have a meaningful conversation. the feeling seems to be forgotten by me. how I long to spend precious moment with my friends. it's been months that we do not have a good hang out altogether. how I wish to be around my family at this moment. to voice out everything. and how I crave for your attention. as the moment will end soon.

I do not expect anything unexpected. I just want to maintain a good relationship with everyone and have a good life. that's all I wish.


Sunday, October 31, 2010

~ cHenTa & KaSeH ~

hai....nama saya Chenta ~

Kaseh tak ada. Kaseh pergi jauh. puas Chenta kejar Kaseh. tapi Kaseh taknak balik semula. kenapa Kaseh jadi begitu? kenapa Kaseh degil? tapi tapi Chenta tetap tak sanggup kehilangan Kaseh. Chenta tekad. Chenta nak jerit kuat-kuat.

"Kaseh!!!!!!! awak kat mana? mana awak pergi?!

"Chenta...Kaseh kat sebelah ni kan...tak pergi mane-mane pun. kenapa dengan Chenta nie? , soal Kaseh.

Chenta lihat sebelah.
betullah tu Kaseh.
confirm bukan orang lain.

tapi kenapa Chenta tak rasa apa-apa?

Monday, October 25, 2010

~ HaPPyNeSS ~

bahagia bila dapat hadiahkan senyuman diri sendiri untuk orang tersayang kan?

tapi apa yang lebih bahagia?

orang tersayang membalas kembali senyuman itu. dan diri dapat merasa keikhlasan senyuman itu. tak ternilai.

Friday, October 22, 2010

~ LOSER? you're not worth it ~

i had a conversation this evening. with some guys.

what do i expect? more relaxation and less hedges? it's surely a no indeed. they do gossip too...much way hotter than women. i think. it's sure would be a lie if i told that i've never gossiping about anything. yes, i did. but it just feels wrong when you're gossiping about anything, with the guys. especially about your own gender matter.

a girl had coincidentally sitting beside our table. she's cute and stylish. the guys agreed too. but then came her friend. wrong place at the wrong time. at the moment, the guys then asked me what do you think was the size of the friend. she's quite plum but still cute. and they make a lot of jokes about her. how sick is that. what do i answer? grow up people! at least she has size and doesn't have a mouth like you!

it's not like i'm being close minded. it's not like she is the same gender with me. and it's not like you're my friend. it's just you being a loser. and how do you fix that?

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

~ HeY GirL, I h.a.t.e y0u ~

I've told you so many many many times....

takkan boleh punya lelaki dan perempuan berkawan takat "Teman tapi Mesra". tipulah lagi. Last-last mesti jatuh hati. so for what stupid purpose pakai statement 'kitorang kawan jea lah, takkan lebih dari tu, tak main feeling-feeling nie. aku takkan kacau pun hubungan diorang lah"

Stop coming in between other's relationship!It's just not about you, it's about your bitchyness.

yes, I don't get it.  and I don't want to. just hoping to get rid of people like you.

Saturday, October 16, 2010

~ PAPA.... I'll aLwaYs HeaRt YoU ~

sewaktu kaki terseliuh

sebab nakal sangat maen-maen kat semak. papa mengatakan dengan tegas: " yang pergi maen kat semak tu sape suruh. ada kawasan lapang nak jugak pergi kat situ" (hati terluka)

tiap-tiap pagi bangun tidur, saya pasti akan panggil mama nak minta tolong turun tangga. tiap-tiap kali pasti papa yang akan datang menggendong saya turun tangga. diri tidak pernah dibiarkan turun sendiri. (hati terubat)

sewaktu sakit

papa pasti akan sedikit membentak: "sudah diberitahu bekali-kali jangan minum air sejuk, jaga makan!"
( diri tahu papa sangat bimbang di saat itu )

sewaktu melanjut pelajaran di universiti

papa hanya kakukan diri sewaktu diri memeluknya. sambil memberi nasihat, menyuruh jaga diri & belajar bersungguh-sungguh.
( diri tahu papa ingin memberi kekuatan di saat itu )

sewaktu berjumpa dengan teman lelaki

papa pasti akan berlagak 'cool' tapi mengekalkan status seorang ayah yang tegas.
( diri tahu ada sekelumit cemburu di hati papa )

sewaktu keluar dengan lelaki

hati papa akan mengeras dan memarahi diri. "papa tak suka lelaki-lelaki itu"
( diri tahu papa sangat risau akan keselamatan diri di saat itu)

dear papa,

walaupun diri akan meninggalkan papa suatu hari nanti & mungkin jarak akan menjadi satu masalah. YOU will be the only man that I truly, deeply & madly in love with. I'll never leave you alone and please don't be sad.

your troublesome daughter.

Saturday, October 2, 2010

~ tHe cLimB ~

it was exhausting but super duper exciting...
how can I describe the feeling of being up there?
the air was so cool
the sceneries were eye-soothing
the heart feels a sense of tranquility
the companions were so amazing.
mesmerizing, comfort and humility, perhaps.
how great of His creation.
peeps, you should try too =)

to be with nature...
is the chance you have to grab
once in your life.
experience it, then you can feel it ;)

Monday, September 27, 2010

~ cHeAtiNg HearT ~

forgiveness is never easy.

kita senang untuk membenci, mudah untuk dengki. but forgiveness, that is a tough one. sometimes people say things they don't mean or do things they can't take back. sometimes we do things we can't take back. but how can we know that the action is unintended? why don't we think deeply before making the action?

we're all making mistakes. I make mistake. sekarang saya tahu apa yang saya buat bukanlah diri saya. unburden yourself from the mistakes of the past. and when you do, hati pasti akan jadi lebih kuat. I should know, and you should too. I was supposed to realize it a long time ago. but it doesn't mean that what you have done is forgotten.

we're all afraid of something. I was afraid. but what I have done is done. if in any case, saya dah melukakan hati kamu, kamu atau kamu. saya minta maaf. hanya maaf yang saya mampu pinta. even I know it's may not worth it.

Saturday, September 25, 2010

~ EcHoEs oF MiRacLe ~

Voiceover by Peyton, Lucas, Brooke, Nathan and Haley: 

Make a wish and place it in your heart. Anything you want, everything you want. Do you have it? Good. Now believe it can come true. You never know where the next miracle is gonna come from, the next smile, the next wish come true. But if you believe that it's right around the corner, and you open your heart and mind to the possibility of it, to the certainty of it. You just might get the thing you're wishing for. The world is full of magic. You just have to believe in it. So make your wish. Do you have it? Good. Now believe in it. With all your heart.

do not ever lose hope, because there will always be miracles for you =)

Saturday, September 18, 2010

~ Ruang Pertama ~

ada sesetengah orang lebih menghargai pasangan masing-masing berbanding kawan,  dan ada yang sebaliknya.
luckily, I own the best for both and I am grateful. terima kasih kawan. terima kasih untuk semua. =)

~ DiLeMMa ~

I don't like your past time, honestly.
neither mine.
what was in the past already left us.
but then it seems people always try to cling onto the past time.
for what purpose?

sometimes there's something that you can hold on
sometimes there's something that you should let go.

mungkin awak patut kembali kepada masa silam dan lupakan kisah sekarang
and maybe....
we should stop.

Friday, September 10, 2010

~ sYaWaL mEnJeLmA ~

1st time dapat kad raya dari incik bf. hepi terlebey2. mengada!
oh...oh seronoknya berada di rumah...
finally dah cuti balik raya
walaupun balik paling lambat kan...

untuk raya semua persiapan dah siap. erk? iye kot. tema tahun nie tak dapat ditentukan. sebab dah campur macam-macam warna. ada ungu, ada ala2 oren, ada pink shining2. makin tua sambut raya makin melilau mata nak pilih warna baju raya.ish3.... sebelum balik raya, wajib pergi jalan TAR bawak balik buah tangan untuk family. trime kaseh laaaa buat cik jae a.k.a gff & kekanda sebab sanggup temankan walau terpaksa mengharungi hujan & badai....ceh3

syawal kali nie, ada yang seronok & ada yang tak seronok. yang seronoknya sebab masih lagi boleh sambut dengan family tersayang. cukup kuota semua. takde yang kawen or lari umah ke. n sebab sehari sebelum raya ada special day...hehe.
yang tak seronoknya sebab pasti akan terasa kehilangan saudara yang pergi menyahut seruan Ilahi dahulu. tahun ni, ketiadaan nenek saudara yang terchenta pasti akan dirasai... semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat. amin.
buat mereka yang berada di perantauan pula, semoga bertabah yerk. salam lebaran dari Malaysia.hehe.

apa-apa pun, harapnye tahun ni akan mendapat lebih keberkatan. dan semoga masih dapat menempuh Ramadhan yang akan datang. doakan yang terbaik untuk semua =)

anyway, nak ucapkan:

kad raya instant taon lepas. recycle balik. harap maklum ;p

p/s: 0-0 wokeh.harap2 duit raya makin bertambah dari tahun sebelum ni.amin ;)

Thursday, September 9, 2010

~ DeeP in My HeArT ~

dia happy go lucky...
dia poyo...
dia baik hati...
dia cerewet...
dia penyabar...
dia pembuli...
dia lembut...
dia kuat berlagak...
dia ego tinggi...

Dear S,

 I know you're not a romantic person, neither do I. for all this years, ape persamaan kita yerk?hehe. despite all the differences that we have, we have complement and complete each other. 

semoga kita terus bertahan dan berhempas-pulas untuk menempuh tahun-tahun yang mendatang. insyaAllah...
thanks for everything... ILYSM ;)

p/s: bila nak kawen?hahahahaaa

kutub timur + kutub selatan

Monday, August 30, 2010


kita isi empty spaces dengan empty words
hanya kerana...
kita tidak mahu menghadapi semua kekosongan dalam diri
we fill the silence with empty sounds.


I don't know where it comes from but it's what I hold on to.
and I can't let go

sumwhere inside me, I noe that it always wanted me.
but then maybe it just got lost

and now I will never feel empty, never feel silence.
as it has reached me. all I have to do is listen.
because it now surrounds us.

all we have to do is LISTEN. with our heart.

Sunday, August 22, 2010

~ a GIRL not yet a WOMAN ~

this few weeks, I went through my life as a different person. no more gossiping cerita- cerita sensasi with my babes, no more hang out with loved ones. no more ordinary routine. my life was dull & empty.

kenapa ini terjadi? diri pun tidak tahu. semua berlaku secara tiba-tiba. kini diri hanya bertemankan monolog dalaman. sendiri. mungkin itu lebih baik. atau mungkin tidak.

perempuan, girl, women memang kompleks dan makhluk yang penuh dengan emosi. yes! that makes us unique yet complicated because even we, ourselves can't understand what we really need.

cuma harap orang akan faham diri memang sesukar itu.

Thursday, August 12, 2010

~ HanYa DoA dApAt DiKiRiM ~

sudah dua hari umat Islam berpuasa...
juga sudah tiga hari papa kesayangan saya berada di wad...
he's got high fever...

apabila dapat tahu, diri rasa ingin terus balik
tapi papa cakap komitmen untuk belajar perlu diutamakan
kerana dia tidak berada pada tahap yang membimbangkan...

diri terus bertahan
terus teringat saat-saat bersahur, berpuasa & berbuka bersama family
sumpah rindu!

hold on k...
and my prayer will always be with you...ALWAYS....
do get well soon....amin.

and I know I need to be stronger than I am before. dun worry. I will.

Saturday, August 7, 2010

~ Journey For HAPPYness ~

I love lists. I always write assignment lists, shopping lists, movies-to-watch lists, books-to-read lists, wish lists, and most famously, the ever present, things-to-do lists.

today, while writing my to-do list, I realized that sometimes I will make some note at the bottom. either "good luck" , "fighting!" or "find happiness". but then I realized that sometimes I write "make happiness". I began to ponder the actions of my subconscious. I know this sounds like something lacking much substance. but I wondered why the difference? I went searching through my purse and drawer - found some older lists. sometimes I wrote "hold on!", sometimes "smile more often =)". of course there is mix up between "find and make happiness". but then something surprised me. sometimes, ever so simply, I've penned "LOVE yourself"

these little notes written to me don't contain words of wisdom, they aren't written eloquently and they aren't written with any talent. but I do think that they hold meaning and truth. it's funny what our head does when it's reacting to the heart. maybe one of these days I'll stop shoving the lists into my bag and start listening to what my heart is trying to have me to see.


Friday, July 30, 2010

~ sHe WeArS tHe BIGGEST sMiLe ~

she wants to tell all her secrets and be true...
or maybe she should probably start with how much she cares for him

but then he sends her two roses, each with a note
the first note says for the woman I love
and the second for my best friend.

then she knows...
among all the truth...
deeply in her heart. she loves him.

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

~ DoN't sToP BeLieViNg ~

Life is full of secrets.

but do you know what the secret of life is? one thing. just one thing. you stick to that and everything else doesn't mean shit.

that's what you've to figure out...

Saturday, July 10, 2010

~ ReGrEt & bE gRaTeFuL ~

life is simple, it's just not easy.

so do relationship. love has no other desire but to fulfill itself. to melt and be like a running brook that sings its melody to the night. to wake at dawn with a winged heart and grateful for another day of living.

a boy is a magical creature, you can lock him out of your door, but you can't lock him out of your heart. you can get him out of your study, but you can't get him out of your mind.

so whomever your partner is. either he is a mess or a nerd. either he is a talented artist or a skillful engineer. or a high imaginary person maybe. even a drug addicts or give him a another chance coz everybody deserves a second chance rite...just hoping that he will be a better person and do give full support. wouldn't that be a good feeling =). saya pun harap yang baik- baik saja untuk semua....

Friday, July 9, 2010

~ wHo aRe YOU? ~


there are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroad. afraid, confused, lonely, without a roadmap. the choices we make in those moments might prevent us from getting lost. of course when we faced with the unknown, kita sering turn around and go back then, how could we find our way?

so, maybe I was wrong in thinking that strangers sangat menakutkan and that strangers are weird. but I know this much, if I don't meet strangers, I wouldn't have found people that are worth to be friends. and if we were supposed to be foes, then it was the most beautiful mistakes I've ever made. and if I hadn't met this stranger, I wouldn't be the same person I am today ;)

when you look back at your picture collections, sometimes you might come across a picture of yourself and a stranger in the background. and you might wonder how many strangers have the pictures of you. just by thinking of that, you could be a big part in someone's life or might bring huge surprise for someone. yet, you not even know about it.

now, how interesting strangers could be?
so, dear strangers, friends, foes, do we meet actually?

* past: stranger in the background =) *
* present: someone important..hee =D *
* future: to be determined??? =p 

Friday, July 2, 2010

~ Don't Let LoVe Becomes Ugly ~

budak-budak zaman sekarang bercinta macam-macam kerenah. ada yang cover-cover malu, ada yang terlebih eksyen, ada yang cover-cover tapi nak so tetibe kali nie nak share sikit trend orang bercinta yang agak annoying bagi saya yerk. ulangan. pada pandangan saya sahaja.

1) pasangan on phone

time berchenta nie, orang kata bagai dunia korang yang punya. semua rasa macam indah. sampai hal orang lain pun dah tak kisah. kalau cakap telefon dalam LRT tu nak bagi satu LRT tau korang tengah hangat berchenta and pasangan korang tu romantik habis. tapi bila time bergaduh, kalau boleh nak maki hamun dalam phone biar semua orang dengar korang tengah kecewa. tak cukup dengan tu, siap letak dalam blog announce laki tu jahat lah, keji lah, dan seangkatan dengannya.

2) pasangan di 'mukabuku'

trend nie memang popular pada alaf yang berteknologi nie...iyelah...apa guna status relationship kalau taknak tayang kan? (iye ke?). perlu ke nak post status kat mukabuku tu yang korang tengah masyuk sangat berchenta. nak share yang pasangan korang tu yang terbaik lah di bima sakti nie.huh.

puteri cantek > putera kacak : sayanggg...thanks for the surprise...b ske u...syg ckit.mmuah3

putera kacak > puteri cantek: not a big deal b...asal u hepi. i ada u sorg jea k u too.

kadang- kadang terfikir jugak apa motif sebenar  komen tu. y tak anta mesej kat phone jea? kalau kadang- kadang nak bermanja and tak overreact tu wokeh jea...takde lah smpai close minded sangat. tapi dah kalau asyik penuh dengan komen camtu jea kat home tu semak juga mata nie..hehe

3) pasangan di jalan raya

haaa...yang ini paling buat hilang sabar. kalau dalam kampus tu dah la kena pusing satu round, dah tu bawak kete tu slow pulak...konon berhemah tapi kalau dah drive kat lane laju tu tapi bawak macam baru nak blaja kete tu boleh nak kena hon tu. sekali dapat pintas, jeling sikit, haaa....tengah sakan gelak- gelak dengan pasangan. amboi...bahagia sangat dapat keluar sama sampai  tak tahu beza lane laju dengan lane orang tengah berchenta. 
ada yang lagi ' baek punye pasangan' siap lentok2 lagi...adoi...takpe nak manja2 pun...tak marah pun...macam lah saya tak pernah buat...oopppssss...heee...tapi kalau dah sampai kete2 laen pintas korang ikut sebelah kiri tu tak faham lagi ke korang dah kat salah lane tu!

4) pasangan di public places

  • pakwe macho + awek kurang lawa                           huish....sekali tengok pakwe dia tu macam Damon dalam ' Vampire Diaries ', dua kali tengok macam   Nathan dalam ' One Tree Hill ', kali ketiga tak boleh tengok dah, takut jatuh cinta. apa nak jadi dengan kekanda saya nanti?hehe. wokeh.kembali kepada topik. pasal awek tu tak boleh nak describe macam pakwe pulak.wokeh.fine.rezeki dia lah boleh dapat pakwe hensem + macho macam tu, tapi tak payah sampai nak buat drama sebabak pulak. dah bila selisih, tetiba nak tarik tangan pakwe tu rapat2 and buat aksi menggoda supaya pakwe tak pandang lain. hello...ada saya cakap saya nak ngorat pakwe awak ke? i'm taken also k.

  • awek lawa + pakwe kurang macho                                       yang nie pulak sama jea keadaan...jantina jea berubah. dah bila selisih tetiba rangkul gadis ke sisi. adeih...kalau kekanda saya nak ngorat awek awak tu, dia tak bersama saya. dah awak tu tengok saya takpe pulak?hahahaha ~  

  • pakwe macho + awek lawa                                                     pasangan yang camnie tak boleh nak cakap banyak lah...dua2 nak kontrol masing2 punye pasangan. naseb baek sama cantek sama padan kurang sikit perasaan angin nie.lantak korang lah...kalau pasangan camnie susah sikit nak dibendung sebab jarang dijumpai...hehe  

  • awek kurang lawa + pakwe kurang macho                                jenis pasangan camnie saya wokeh sangat sebab dua2 sedar diri. buat biasa-biasa jea. orang pun tak amek kisah sangat. so tak sakit mata memandang...darah pun tak tinggi =)  

berchenta nie biar berpada-pada dan bersederhana. jangan melebih sangat. nanti merana diri. tak semestinya pasangan yang korang berchenta bertahun-tahun tu akan jadi suami / isteri korang nanti. wokeh?

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

~ tHeY aRe FaBuLouS ~

* tempat kejadian *

* tempat gadis2 bersantai *

* hidangan yang membuka selera *

* gadis2 yang menanti dengan cool ;) *

* x0x0 *

* gadis2... *

* credits to sk...for d wonderful pics =D *

because life doesn't always happen according to a timetable or it's hard to arrange any schedule to meet old friends... yet last Saturday was a good start and it was a chance that I can't missed. the moments of catching up with old friends are wonderful =)

dear gorgeous friends,

you will be you and I will be me, hari ini esok dan seterusnya, and let's trust the future to tomorrow. let us ride our own orbits and trust that they will meet. dan biarkan bintang terus menjejaki kita. may our reunion be not a finding but a sweet collision of destinies. LOVE and LOVE and LOVE again <3

Monday, June 28, 2010

~ tHey sAy TiMe HeaLs eVeRyThiNg ~

" who you are is who you are. we're liars. we're thieves. we're addicts. we take our happiness for granted until we hurt ourselves or someone else. we hold grudges. and when faced with our mistakes, we reinvent the past. we reinvent ourselves. at least we try. we're prideful, and we're lustful, and we're incredibly flawed. and eventually, our flaws catch up to us." - One Tree Hill

Sunday, June 27, 2010

~ sHouLd I FaLL foR y0u? ~

thou sometimes she acts weird, she still has a good point ;)

which monster should I choose to be then...
little red riding hood maybe ;D

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

~ 3 wEEkS iN w0nDeRLaNd ~

the hardest part about growing up is letting go of what you used to, and moving on with something you're not.

old memories seem to be most pleasant remembrance in our thought. old school, old friends, ex-lovers...but we are all guilty of saving old messages from someone who became really special in our lives. or going to familiar places that give us that small twinge in our hearts and smiles on our faces. oh memori. ada yang indah. ada yg pahit. that makes it as one of the most bittersweet feelings.

enough has happenend that I've learned perkara cantik tak kekal cantik selamanya. there always comes a day when everything changes, and it's not always for the best. despite the fact that I consider everything is important- education, lover, oxygen, food... the most important thing in life is family. there are days you love them, and others you don't. but, in the end, they're the people you always come home to. sometimes it's the family you're born into and sometimes it's the one you make for yourself.

and I'm glad to be here for the next two weeks. it feels like heaven.

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

~ No Lies...jUst LOVE ~

dalam relationship, kalau tak ada challenges tak 'cool' kan?

orang cakap dalam banyak- banyak kesakitan, sakit hati sebab cinta yang paling sakit. now I've come to that understanding. in a relationship, every girl has that one boy in their life that has been there for them the whole time. she makes real conversation and feels real love. then they will be together and live happily. now I doubt that. It seems when you want someone, they don't want you. And when someone wants you, you don't want them. And when you both want each other, something has to come around and mess it up. or to be more accurate someone will come and bring back the past sweet memories.

cinta pertama sukar dilupakan. coz no matter how much the boy promised you. " I sayang u jea sampai bila-bila" or "let's just forget bout our past and be happy together k", he'll never be able to forget his first love and the memories will be recalled back sometimes. so, how lucky of you to be someone's first love.

but then I do realize that all the best love stories have one thing in common:
You have to go against the odds to get there. no matter how hard or rough the situation is.

i do hope i've enough courage to hang on. just... maybe single is better sometimes.

* awk, jadi mcm byg2 nie slalu nak ;p *