Monday, December 28, 2009

~ YoU mAkE mE FeeL _Ad

You have changed...

I don't know why... I just feel different.
Your words seem rude to me... your attitude seems harsh to me.
There's no more great and sincere laughter between us.

You think I'm mad at you...No, I don't.
I'm just mad at myself...Just because...
I can't understand you anymore. I guess I never do.
Even how hard I keep on trying.

After all, I think it's me that have changed!!!
Yeah, it's me.
For being such sensitive and emotional girL...
I just can't lie to myself....

p/s: sowry 11x =(

Monday, December 14, 2009

~ wHaT a Day ~

i've been robbed...

now I know what is the feeling of losing something that quite important
when you have it you seem to take it for granted
but once you lose it, you will regret it
serve me right...

the incident gave quite an impact to me
but then through the incident also I come to realize something
I could get to know the people that will be supporting me and the group that will ignore me
thanks a lot guys for the concern...
I appreciate it s0000 much =))


Saturday, December 12, 2009

~ H0pE d SkY iS aLwAyS bLuE ~

twinkle twinkle little stars

I always prefer to look at the sky when I have bad feelings about my life.The sky is so wide, the moon and the stars just make me feel better.How great the creations of God.

Life without problems is not cool right?So I guess I have to bear with all the troubles that are competing to rush into my life.Yet, the most troublesome dilemma is when it is related with your feelings.How could I ignore others' feelings?Can I be that selfish?Just thinking of it makes me feel guilty.

My father used to tell me that memory is a good thing to be remembered, either it was the good one or the bad one.But papa, your daughter is not strong enough to bear with all of the memories in her life.I try hard to delete all the bad memories in my mind.I wish I have a quite large and enough space of dustbin to dispose all the memories.How fool I am to think something like that.But I know I actually have to learn from the bad memories.For better future.So that I will never repeat the same mistakes again.Thanks for your advice papa.Your daughter understands the situation now =)

To my Soulmate, sorry for giving you a lot of troubles. I know I have to understand you better. I need to be more mature person.How childish I am right?And I have to struggle hard to maintain this feeling towards you.Saya masih bertahan dear.

Sekarang, listening to Love You Yes-Couple::while looking at the sky::finish this entry.Now I feel relieve and great.

Hope the night sky will always been occupied by the moon and the stars ;D

Friday, December 4, 2009

~ FiGhTiNg SpiRiT ~

waaa...lepas da struggle nak check result.dengan website buat hal...lagi bertambah berdebar nak tau result.tp Alhamdulillah...hasil yang tidak berapa mengecewakan.sume lulus...hehe...
pointer pown bley tahan sikit walaupun memang rase macam hancur jea sem nie...ada 1 subjek yang agak mengganggu prestasi. tapi da nasib coz banyak bermain dan kurang fokus.so memang konfem kena struggle lebih utk new sem...haishhh...kalau tak mesti kecewa...huhu

sekarang baru nak sedar yang time belajar main2 sangat...bila da dapat result yang cukup-cukup makan jea baru nak insaf...sebelum ini takde pulak terfikir ape akibat kalau tak fokus.apa boleh buat...da memang kebanyakan ragam pelajar sebegitu rupa.time exam or kuiz jea baru nak bukak buku ;p.selain dari waktu genting camtu,enjoy laa kan...hehe...how i wish i can be more hardworking student.

p/s: yet, still have to struggle for next sem. * fighting everybody ;)) *


Monday, November 30, 2009

~ a GOOD day ~

i hate rude people...especially girls...

kenapa perempuan susah nak kawal emosi???
bila tau boyfren rapat dengan perempuan lain jea terus nak gaduh2 tanpa usul periksa.
dan tak pasal2 jea perempuan tu kena tuduh yang bukan2, semua kesalahan diletakkan atas perempuan tu...kenapa boyfren tak kena tuduh juga???

kenapa perempuan bila jatuh cinta sanggup berkorban apa saja demi boyfren???
sampai ada yang tak jaga maruah sendiri, sampai ada yang sanggup ketepikan famili dan sanggup keluarkan kata2 kesat pada siapa2 yang menghalang hubungan itu.
dan ada juga yang sanggup putus kawan hanya kerana kawan itu rapat dengan boyfren.

if u think that everybody around u is a loser, u should think about urself too...
u have make a sin just by not being fair and illogical to others.
why don't u ponder for a moment what have u done towards your family, frens, lover and most important to your God. and what have they sacrifice to u in their life???
life should not be complicated and we should appreciate it every moment.
by not losing it to evil whispers that can lead us to the wrong path in life ;))


Tuesday, November 24, 2009

~ oH mY pRaDa...PANASSS!!!! ~


last week me n ma fwen tgk movie 'pisau cukur'.
suppose nk tgk '2012', tp too many people lines up nak beli tiket...huhu

as a Malay movie, cite nie bley tahan jgk laa...
ada its own sense of humour n interpretations...
n dgn lakonan mantap fazura, maya n aaron =))
i think i can give 8 out of 10 for dis movie...
especially untuk aksi gedik...hehe
(rs cm movie critics plk)

lepas tgk movie nie, my stigma towards ppuan 'pisau cukur' nie da brubah sikit...
maybe they have their own reason to be some one like that...
yup...money is really important,tp protection from the partner also important for me.
to hold me when i'm going down, to comfort me when i've bad feelings, to back up me when some one say bad things about me.
so my dear busyuk2,can u do that to me? (^_*)


p/s: miss time childhood,papa olwez hold my hand when i tried to walk

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

~ cHeNta YaNg SeMpUrNa ~

life is unpredictable...
we dun even can get an idea wat might happen tomorrow...
i get a shocked news today...
one of my frens' mother has passed away today...
dun ever get to contact him for a quite long time...
dunnoe why he kept a sudden distance...but now i guess i noe d answer...
salam takziah my fren...be strong k...i noe it's hard..but u must noe dat there's olwez family n fren dat u can keep holding on k...we'll give our full support...insyaAllah...

i noe everybody will face the death someday...
i juz can't imagine how am i suppose to face it...i noe it's inappropriate to talk about dis matter...
but it's juz kept coming in my mind today...
n now i noe i have to appreciate every single moment in my life..
there is not much time for me to quarrel over small thing...
there is not much time for me to spend quality moment with my loved ones...
there is not much time for me to waste by hating people...
bcoz we'll never noe wat might come afterwards...

but i do hope there's still TOMORROW...
for me to tell my family how much i love them...
for me to tell my busyuk how i appreciate for ur concern...
for me to tell my dearly frens thank u for olwez by my side...
for me to keep striving for d best in my education...
AND for me to still keep being grateful to HIM for giving me such a wonderful life
now i noe i shouldn't being regret and should still moving on for better days.

p/s: suddenly miss my homie,busyuk2 n frens so much :((


Sunday, November 15, 2009

~ WisHfuL tHiNkiNg ~

the situation seems to change...
i dunno wat happen to me rite now...
emotional changes...appetite changes...
not to better...but to worse...

ari nie da lps dua paper...
tp still rs tbeban...haish...
tomorrow there's another paper waiting...
but wat i'm doing rite now???
BLOGGING!!!bagos sgt laa tu... ;pp
malasnye laa nk study...bkn nk insaf pown...
td da r jwb tunggang langgang...ntah lecturer phm ke x...
huhu...sowry lah yerk dear sir...it's really my fault....

hurm...klo nk trus grad jea bley x???
brangan jea laa..i noe it's nonsense...
i juz hope i can find my 'study mood'...bcoz it's MISSING rite now *sigh*
i noe i have to find it quickly...if u found it...do inform me ;p

p/s: i think i already having post exam syndrome ;(

Monday, November 9, 2009

~ L0neLy iS mY fRiEnD ~

i never thought that i will feel this feeling.at this moment.
3:05am...i try to sleep.but it's hard.
LONELY...
seems lyke he has found me.maybe he wants me to accompany him tonite.
but y he came so sudden???
how i hate the way he makes me feel.and how i try to make him leave.
i try...and... i try...
DEAR lonely,can't u juz go away???i'm not a good companion...

have u ever feel that there's no one u can hold on...
even though u have many great supporters...
n suddenly u feel lyke to shed tears...
but they juz won't fall down...
i try to fight d loneliness...but he's there in the dark.he's there in my heart.in myself.
i am fine for a while.but i start to lose control.bcoz he keep growing around me.

i think i need to be more optimistic.and have a really good rest...
an enjoyable vacation maybe...
a great escape...
i know i should

Saturday, November 7, 2009

~ mY oBsEssi0n ~

i don't know what happen...
to myself...
to my mind...
to my stomache...
but i really do crazy thinking about these 'creatures'

- chocolate sundae mcD-
eventhough i have it every week, but still want it... ;D


- big apple donuts -
da lame xmrase...sy mau...huhu

- cadbury chocolates -
used to have it everyday, but should stop 4 my teeth's g00dness..hee...but how bout juz 1 more :D

kam000...
how could u eat all my favourites!!!isk3...
oopssS... is this pic include in d list too ;p

so for those who think that they are kind-hearted n generous,
do treat me wif the food k
can't wait...
THANK YOU ;D

~ d0n'T jUdGe a BooK bY iTs c0vEr ~

first impression...
is it so00 important???
i LOVE to observe surroundings. i will look at people around me. the way they dress, the way they talk, the way they walk n the way they behave...

one day when i was hanging out with my bff,while we're juz sat around watching people, i saw a young couple. perhaps around 20++ years old. handsome + beauty. d boy was wearing adidas t-shirt, baggy denim short, converse sneakers and cap.yeah...nothing to impress.just lyke any ordinary teenage boys. while his gurl was wearing dark green knit tube dress and yup...her dress was only down till her knees. of coz there were some guys stared at his gurl..include my bff. BOYZ...wateva... maybe also nothing to impress till...when i wanted to perform prayer at d surau.yeah3...d gurl was there preparing to perform the prayer... what the heck!

i know that i shouldn't judge people by her appearance.maybe i have miss sumthing important n that will make me misjudge people.but please gurl, couldn't u wear sumthing more descent??? never crossed in my mind that u're Malay k.

it's true that first impression is not about what we wear, but people still can judge us by only looking at what we wear. u are not going to let other people look down on u rite. so u better give them good impressions about u. they don't know u yet n be sure dat u expose urself wif sumthing that u really shoud be proud of =)

p/s: can't imagine wat people will think during my interview s000n...

Thursday, October 29, 2009

~ tAkE mE t0 d sTaRs ~

i olwez hide sumthing from u...
i olwez tell lies to u...
but u never understand it
i really didn't mean it...

i had bad bad days rite now...
u dunnoe how miserable am i
ma fault to let them go on u
boo to maself...

wish to go to a peaceful place...
take a deep breath n enjoy d scenery of nature...
i wanna look at d stars...
n realize dat d sky is sooo beautiful...
i wanna enjoy d juicy n tastiness of ice-cream...
n donuts...
do bring peace n calm to mE...

p/s: can't wait dis saturday =D

~ cAri SkAnDaL LaGi ~

WORD....
sometimes can be a curse...
sometimes can be a miracle...

people can get hurt by ONLY one word
and also can be s000 happy by a word
but how can we noe 'dat' ONE word can give such a big impact to us
d word can signify many meanings...
i said dat u're bad...but maybe i lyke d way u've been bad...
or maybe i really mean dat u're bad person...

watch out for d words u've uttered...
they may become true...
kalau cakap word yg elok takpe laa kan...
wanna success in lyfe.lead a gud lyfe.
have cute child lyke Suri.being blessed olwez.

tp klo da pray 4 bad things...
bodo laa kau nie.otak ko biol laa.
asek2 ada skandal ;p
once da tmakbul...
br nk gelabah yerk...

u think dat's a joke...
but i think u shud regret
Y?
bcoz i already annoyed!!!!


how do u noe dat d word U have uttered can make Me feel so miserable...
but i shud've known dat u really dun mean it...





Friday, October 16, 2009

~ BaWaKu PuLaNg ~

my bodies are itchy...
n swollen...
dunnoe why...
he thinks dat i'm allergic...
OMG!!!!
so miserable....
so uncomfortable...
nk garu nnti luke (T_T)

at dis moment...
really wanna eat...
ice-cream...
chocs...
doughnuts...
cravings...
huhu

wat i want d most....
GO HOME...
saye mau...

p/s: now i think dat i'm quite manje...huhu

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

~ c0nFeSSi0n oF aN 0rDinArY giRL ~

knape asal jd gurl jea nk emosi lbey...
cpt senctif...
cpt emotional...
cpt trase...
y dun we tend to be more cheerful (^_^)

knape asal jd gurl jea ada yg nk gedik2...
knon2 act as an innocent little girl...
xske and wanna kick all d bitches...
but never realized dat she is among d bitches...
dat other people want to kick out...
y dun we juz be a normal girl dat do not make people feel irritated with us...

knape asal gurl jea msti nk relate dgn gossip...
ske jaga tepi kain org laa...
ske rmpas hak org laa...
ske attract attention laa...
y dun u juz mind ur bizness n stop messing wif other people...

i noe words are easy to utter...but when it apply to action...it's definetely hard to do...
but y dun we try...fix it....be optimistic...be realistic...i think u'll slowly become a better gurl...
STOP BEING AN ANNOYING PERSON IN OTHERS' EYES

*i am irritated now...but will try to fix it (n_n).do neglect d harsh words in this post...*


~ iGn0Re mE...bUt d0n't LeAvE mE ~

i dun want to meet u...
i dun want to text u...
i dun want to call u...
I THINK WE NEED A GAP...

it's juz only for a reason...
and will olwez be 4 dat reason...

DO IGNORE ME...

Friday, October 9, 2009

~ s0rrY seems 2 be d cmplicated word ~

it's my fault...
for being emotional
it's my fault...
for being selfish
it's my fault...
for being ungrateful
it's my fault...
for not being rational


from all above...i juz wanna say sowry 4 having dat characteristics n keep repeating d same mistakes n make u feel annoyed...for i'm hardly comfort u...

i'm jUst bEinG sTuPiD...

Thursday, October 8, 2009

~ mE....sELfiSh...sEnSiTiVe...Em0ti0NaL...s0 wAt??? ~

kadang-kadang kite asek jea pkr psl org laen...smpai kite lupe nk pkr hal sndiri...
kite asek pkr nk jage ati org laen...smpai kite lukakn ati kite sndiri...
kite tolerate jea org nk wat ape pown...kite maafkn jea fault yg da bkali2 diulang...
bley ke kite jd sabar smpai camtu????

i try 2 be selfish....
i try 2 be intolerance...
i try 2 be impatient...
i try 2 be bad...
but i can't...am I too good???absolutely not...stupid maybe...

dulu saya tak pernah terfikir keadaan akn jadi lbey teruk...
tak pernah terfikir saya akan lbey terluka...
tak pernah terfikir saya akan lbey marah...
n skrg i'm feel worse...

i noe i've to fix it...
as i read one of ma fren's entry... *really thanks to her post*
she said dat we have to put a distance between us n 'sumthing'
so i think i've to make a gap between me n ......
so i can feel better...
n i really hope so.... (^_^)

p/s: but i still love u k ;D






Saturday, September 26, 2009

~ mR. h0LiDaY...i'M vErY mAd aT u!!!!! ~

knape raye ari yg bmakne???
sbb meraikan kejayaan kte mnempuh bln puase kn???
btol3 (eh...eh...)

so raye nie msti r kna hepi kn...
raye kot...sbulan skali...
eh...eh...staon skali...hee...
bazir jea r klo x nkmati kn...

dpt jmpe sdare mare yg da agk lame r xjmpe...
ada yg xprnah knl pun...huhu
dpt mkn juadah raye yg besh2...
dpt dwet ry...*wlaupun da makin kurang (~_~)*
dpt tmbahkn lg berat badan *wink*

tp saye rs sgt marah dgn incik holiday...
sbb saye nk cuti lg...
tp incik holiday kedekut...huhu
xpuas pun cuti2 raye smbil bfoye2...hehe
da kna blk smbung blaja...
bley x klo sy nk wat2 lupe jea cuti da habes...hehe
sy rase....
dat was a gud idea (^_*)

~ bRiNg d DrEaMs bAcK t0 mE... ~

look at d time...
2 am...i think it's olredi late...
but y am i still writing dis entry????
bcoz...
I CAN'T SLEEP!!!! (@_@)

aiyoh...
wat to do....
counting d sheeps???
sume da msok kndang pun...
counting d stars???
sume da ilang dtelan gelap mlm...
wat else????

mungkinkah ini insomnia???
oH...TidaKKKK....
ZzZzZzZzZzZz...............

p/s: bcoz of lack of sleep...otak da byk masok angin ;p

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

~ annoyed or envy???maybe both... ~

i'm annoyed wif dis one gurl...
she olwez get d most attention...
even she did nothing...

i'm more annoyed wif dis gurl...
when she olwez get d things dat i prefer...
free of charge!!!!

i'm most annoyed wif dis gurl...
when she gets more closer wif d person i love...
but never try to get closer to me...

i wonder whether we have d same interest...
or same type of guy dat we like (^_*)
after all...
i think i'm juz being too envy...
n i'm really grateful 4 wat i'm having rite now (",)


Sunday, September 20, 2009

~ SeLaMaT HaRi RaYa eBriBaDi =D ~

time passes so fast...
da 1 Syawal pun...
ry itu mmg sonok...
sayu jea tyme dgr takbir ry...
tp tetibe br tpikir...

dterime ke pose kali nie...
dterime ke amalan yg da wat kali nie...
every person can't run in making sins kn...
da brape byk r sins yg da wat...ish3...
then...
mule r regret 4 not making dis Ramadhan a beneficial month...
but i noe sume 2 bkn kte yg dcide kn...
so i pray really hard 4 me n also others...
dat may our deeds in dis Ramadhan will be accepted...
who knows whether there'll be another Ramadhan 4 us kn...
i hope we have thousand chances of Ramadhan lg...insyaAllah...

neway...
ry taon nie tetibe tringat sgt kt ma bff yg kt oversea..huhu...
*mish u so much...cpt r pulang... (T_T)*
ish3...ry2 pun mao sdey ka????
aiyoh...huhu
juz wanna wish...

*SELAMAT HARI RAYE...MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN...0-0 K (^_^)*


Saturday, September 19, 2009

~ LiSt RaYe: bAjU, tUdUnG,KaSuT...PaLiNg PeNtiNg...DWET RAYE ;D ~

Home sweet home...
yeah....i'm home...besh3

da sminggu pun...huhu

even da sminggu pun cuti tp spt bese...
preparation raye 2 nk jgk wat last minit...

br r knon2 rs feel ry 2
then mule r xsmpat nk cr sume...

dlm ms 1 hari tu la nk cr kasut raye lah...
br pasan bj yg da tmpah 2 agk besar lah... (aip...da krus ke =p)
nk start cari tudung utk bj raye lah...
mentang2 raye sume nk baru ea...

ble da xsmpat 2 baru lah recycle blk tdung brape kurun yg lps 2
xkesah laa...asl matching dgn baju...hehe
klo da baju wrna biru tp pkai tdung merah,

x ke haru jadinye.hik3...

so,d satu hari yg agk free n cuaca pun cm support utk xtvt SHOP
PING 2...
dgn keadaan yg agk smangat braye...

drive r mnuju gedung mmbeli-belah (wah3)

*3 org nie r yg sm2 mmbazirkan dwet ari 2*
*sblom bbuka*
*slepas bbuka ;D*
*me n jae...lps mkn n smangat nk shopping =D*

sgt penat...xtau r da brape byk kedai ktorg belek.hehe
nseb baek ada hsil =)
bley r braye.hak3...
wlaupun still xsmpat nk shopping additional things
tp da dpt 1 pun da ckup r.huhu
lps nie kna prepare awl ckit r nmpknye.hehe
*bley caye ke*










Tuesday, September 15, 2009

~ iT's n0t tHe SiZe 0f a mAn bUt tHe SiZe 0f HiS hEaRt dAt mAttErS ~



You can take my heart for a walk on the beach
You can take my heart for a little trip
You can take my heart very close to your heart
You can take my heart forever if you like

But not every heart belongs to any other
You and I
You and I are meant to be
I'm the one for you, You're the one for me
You love me as much as I do
When you look at me and we're skin to skin
I want you so
Please come in
And you love me more and more
And my love grows up with you
And you kiss me more and more
And I kiss you, too
And I kiss you, too

If I take your heart, I will cherish it every day
If I take your heart, I will heal these old wounds
If I take your heart, it's to make it happy
If I take your heart, it's forever close to mine

But not every heart belongs to any other
You and I
You and I are meant to be
I'm the one for you, You're the one for me
You love me as much as I do
When you look at me and we're skin to skin
I want you so
Please come in
And you love me more and more
And my love grows up with you
And you kiss me more and more
And I kiss you, too
And I kiss you, too


I don't care, I don't care
If I'm again carried away
If you swear, if you swear
To give me your heart in return

I don't care, I don't care
If I'm again carried away
If you swear, if you swear
To give me your heart in return
To give me your heart in return

*currently listening to dis song*

Thursday, September 10, 2009

only 2 more days...
saye mau pulang...
mau sgt3...
huhu...

dis week...
sgt111 lazy nk g klas...
ati da kt ma home sweet home...

11/9/09-i'm really waiting 4 u...do come faster...hee...

p/s: ptg nie br nk g sopping bj raye...haish...klo xde...xbraye r nmpknye...xkn nk recycle bj taon lps...huhu...salam gumbire sume (*_*)







Wednesday, September 9, 2009

~ wHy d Qu0tE " I LOVE YOU" iS a MiRacLe? ~

u're my besfren forever...
u're my greatest partner in crime...
u're my excellent critics...
u're my super duper lover...


LOVE
brings great significance in life...

I'll say dat d opposite characters
bring love to us

how it goes????

he is an onion-lover, i'll hate them till death
he is so gentle n soft-spoken, i act n talk as rough as possible
he knows how to be trendy dat any clothes seems to suit in him, while i juz know how to wear loose jeans n t-shirt w/out considering d colours matched
WE ARE CHELSEA FAN...but...
he is d real die hard fan dat he seems to ignore everything while watching d match, i only an ordinary 'kipas' dat only crazy at d team players ;D

he's from mars,i'm from venus
yet still we fill each other empty space

to love u n to be loved by u are precious
i want to live with u 4eva...
to spend d great moments together...
to share d laughter n pain wif u...
to grow old with u...
to hold ur wrinkle hands ;p
to feel protected when i'm wif u...
n to make u olwez smile when u're wif me...

i love u so much n will olwez do...

HEPI ANNIVERSARY DEAR BUSYUK2...





Monday, September 7, 2009

~ aCCiDeNtaLLy aCCiDeNt...aiYoH... ~


ma busyuk2...accident...dgn kete wira..
.ish3...bwk laju sgt r 2...kete 2 r...bkn moto incik shafiq...*dia yg ckap yerk...bkn sy.hehe*.surely i'm really shocked after knowing d news...cian kt busyuk2...nk bergerak pun saket...tp mood dia pun brubah yerk... tetibe jd ganas ckit.hak3...br kna ksan jln raya 2...xkna kesan laen lg...hehe.sbr jea r...


how i wish i can take care of u...cuci luka 2...saket sm2...know how 2 comfort u...

*nie kesan ekzos yerk...elok jea ekzos 2 jtuh blakang busyuk2 n tnggalkan kesan abadi **nie plk kesan bergeser dgn jln raya...yg watkn busyuk2 jd ganas ckit ;p*
*dis is d recent photo...da elok ckit...so da krg ganas ckit r...haha *

so...to my busyuk2....,i noe i vever tell u about ma feelings...never noe how 2 b romantic.as u olwez b...so nie r luahan hati cetusan rasa org yg nk tau sgt 2...hehe *btol ke ayt 2 *

i wish i can share ur pain...
so u never have difficulties in ur action...
i wish i can understand u better...
so there'll no misunderstanding anymore...
dat will make u geram wif me...hehe
i dun noe whether we are meant together or not...
but wat i surely can assure u...
no matter wat happens...
i'll olwez support u...olwez...n olwez...
and if we're fated to be together...
i'll promise dat i'll accompany u till d end...
dat's a promise... =)
n do olwez remember
* i LoVe u*

*so ada hikmah jgk r busyuk2 saket yerk...hehe*






~ gEndEr BiaS jEa 2... ~

"boy n gurl juz bley jd kawan...
tp xbley jd sahabat...
nnti msti nk feeling2..."

btol ke statement 2?

suddenly i wonder...
after my rum8 asked me dat question...
is it true???
pening jgk nk pkr...
hehe
da 2 ty r sorg dak nie ;p


me: busyuk2...

him: iye...

me: btol ke laki n ppuan xbley jd sahabat...bley jd kwn jea

him: xde r cm2...

me: da 2 cmne...

him: gender bias jea 2...

*d end...*

- mmbantu sgt r jwpan 2...hehe...sbr jea r...so smpai skrg r still wondering ;D -




Sunday, September 6, 2009

~ u cannot enter my window anymore...juz stay outside... ~

have u ever went to a university (in mesia k) dat has unique attraction???
such as...
every person in d 'u' has to ride bicycle
or
all are wearing same
uniform
or

u can find d below creature just outside ur window ;p


yup...u can c dis creature at uia k...
haha

so here i am,waking up quite la
te in d morning...
namenye pun hol
iday kn
hehe

after washing some clothes...
da nk jmur 2
tetibe r rum8 cm jerit2 mnja gt
au psl kwujudan 'incik kera'
*siap tau jantina lg...h
ehe*
dgn xcitednye r capture d pic of d creature
*ntah ape2...huhu*
siap bley wat storyline lg k
so here how it goes....


time nie...ktorg mata btentang mata dgn 'incik kera' nie yerk...
hehe
wokeh...stop it ;p

so...citenye...lps da dpt mknan (roti gula)
*makhluk tsebot croboh msuk tngkap blik yerk 2 get d food*
dgn snang atinye ia nk menjamu selera d bln pose nie...
then....
mai r plk femili yg laen...wah3...wat a heppy femili ;D

Sunday, August 23, 2009

~ bErNaFaS di DaLaM LuMpUr ~

wah...suda lame x meng 'update' blog nie..huhu...
bz r katekn...huk3...da 2 ari pose pun...

nk balek...tp xde chance...
sob3...sdey sgt (T_T)
really miss my mom's cooking...
miss nk bsahur dgn famili *wlaupun agk liat nk bgn...hee...*
miss nk bukak pose dgn famili...
xtau r np ramadhan kali nie cm sentimental plk...
haish3...stop it ieyla...

byk sgt bnda nk stori2...tp still xde ms yg btol2 free 4 me 2 share them...
but i'll certainly find d free time to post them *ayt skema giler ;DD*

can't wait to write freely...hee...
but now have to focus on midterm n esainmen...
haish..... (,") current mode: lonely n bizzy (@_@)

Monday, July 27, 2009

~ iF i hAvE 0nLy a MoMeNt... ~

sowry la ebribadi...bz sgt2 nie...haish3....nk mngeluh pun x elok...huhu
new sem...new xtvt...involve in big event...so asek meeting jea...ms nk bfoya-foya pun da ciput.haha.bsuka ria jea yg tau... ;D

juz requesting 4 a moment- to rest properly...
- to appreciate others' concern...
- to focus on my last minute assingment ;p
- to spend time surfing d internet...haha
- to ronggeng2 wif ma fren...
- to manje2 dgn ehem2...hee...


only a moment...sy mau...huhu... =(


Thursday, July 9, 2009

~ marriage...here i come...whee... ~

~ d bride n groom ~

hee….jgn tkezut plk bc tajuk blog nie.huhu…ari 2 tgh xde watpe cuti2 nie so ada r bukak sum1 punye blog….dia da nk kawen….getting married…wah…besh3 (gedix plk ;p)…so dia story r sume preparation yg dia wat….even simple jea mjles 2….pun da telan bajet rm10,ooo…ape kes….ish3….me pun xde dwet sbanyak 2…2 br jea majles...x cmpur preparation laen lg...huhu...ada r dlm rm 40,ooo ko.thaish...xbley kawen lg r nmpknye…hak2…gtal nk kawen plk….blaja pun tunggang langgang lg…asas umah tangga lg r ntah kemana.ngeh3….

bkn ape….juz xcited ble bc blog dia….cm lbey xcited dr org nk kawen plk.haha. dia prepare sume by herself….sume dia manage sndiri…mmg r ada org tlg dia…. tp kre cm sume dia plan sndiri r….xde nk mitak ntah ape2 punye wedding planner tlg pun…so kre me pun nk plan sndiri jea r jgk nnti (aiseh….maen tru2 plk…hee…).iye r….bley save bajet ape.huhu.brangan jea lbey yerk cik ila…hehe. xde ape pun….juz wanna share sumthing dat makes me tetibe jd cm xcited sgt….huu…xtau r kna angin monsun mane nie…ngee….

tp….xcited cmne pun….i noe s2dy comes 1st than wedding nie….huhu…so dun wori….still fokus s2dy…even result pun cm hampeh jea…aiseh….asek tsenyum sorg2 jea wat blog nie…ngada2 btol yerk….da pkr nk kawen nie…da ada calon ke?uhuk3….tbatok sy…ntah r…. hee…. mungkinkah???? =p…. hny org yg bkenaan jea yg tau…tettttt!!!!…

so k r….moral of dis blog is…. (ceh3)….xde r.sj nk inform dat ape2 pun matter dlm idop kte nie better r kte plan sndiri….even ada r ’sum1′ 2 salu r bebel kt diri nie yg xpndai wat decision sndiri….my bad….so plan r sendiri…coz satisfaction yg kte dpt 2 x tnilai hrganye n kte mmg akn rs puas ati sgt dgn ape yg kte da plan (2 pun klo plan properly r…heee…).lastly,ble da kawen 2….ckp psl kawen lg….pndai2 r uruskan umah tngga….pndai jea bg nsht yerk.huhu.wokeh….ape2 pun juz take care of urself =)





Tuesday, July 7, 2009

~ i h0pE miNE so0n hAvE tHeSe t0o... ~

You HAVE to read all of them and if you don’t you’re going to come across with problems in your relationship for the next month!

1) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about….

2) Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it’ll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

3) Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile(:

4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh…nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he’ll assume he did something wrong and he’ll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.

7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THEN YOU LOVE THEM!!!

9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot.

10) If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

11) If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he’s probably faking it and he is really thinking about something

12) When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is Guys rarely say that

13) When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me”

14) If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn’t happen that often, so when it does, you know something’s up.

15) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he’s definitely thinking something.

16) Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them

17) A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl’s mind for a day.

18 )No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He’s just too stubborn to admit it

19) NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE!!! Just because ONE is RUDE doesn’t mean he represents ALL of them

20) WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE

21)Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life

~ sUmTimEs i WiSh... ~

Life sumtimes can be hard…n suddenly bcome easy…4 most people i think…including me…hee…kdg2 klo pkr2 blk(time mngelamun r nie knonnye =p) still byk pkara yg cm sumthing wrong sumwhere…tp ape2 pun life must go on…ceh3 =).x elok klo nk nyesal pun…uish…xbaek…xmo2 cm2 =p.kna bsyukur jea k…ape yg kte dpt 2 msti d best utk kte…maybe…i also dun know ;)

wut i’m gonna share is sumtimes i wish anything can be as i wish… sume org pun nk cm2 kot.hehe.tp mane mungkin kn…xlogik 2…nie bkn magic nk maen sbot pkataan mlalot then tadaa…impian tcapai… x mungkin2…mission impossible 2…

tp laen r klo ada usaha kn(ckit pun bley r…asal ada suda…hee…).tp 2 r ada prob laen plk…mood usaha nk dtg 2 kdg2 jea…klo rs nk dtg ada r…klo xde means mood 2 xnk dtg r(dgil btl mood nie) .huhu… then sumtimes dtg time plk xseswai(i olwez feel like dat)…nk wat cmne kn…tp ape yg sy wish nie sume xmungkin tjadi(kott)

sumtimes…i wish…everybody likes me…everybody loves me…wants 2 b ma fwen…tp xmungkin r kn…msti ada jgk pkara dat i do yg bley wat org rs annoy or cm nyampah jea…tp 2 r…cfat org kn bbeza… xbley r nk satisfy sume org kn…amboi2…tp i did wut d best i can do…klo ada yg xske 2…sowry n neva mind k…i dun bother it…ada jgk ke org yg xske org laen without no reason???hurm….xpe r 2…

next…sumtimes…i wish…everybody ikot jea ape yg sy nk…huhu. selfish btol….fish laen pun xcm2.hik3…knfem r xbley ikot sume kn…ngada2 nk jd bos plk(aik?kutok diri sndiri?)…2 r…so skrg… i teach maself 2 have more patience…so bley r consider psl kehendak org laen jgk…yeah…

last da r...xbley gtau byk2...hehe...sumtimes...i wish i only have gud times in ma relationship... xkre r relation dgn sp pun...femili ke...fwen ke...boypren ke...huhu.dgn ikan dlm akuarium kt umah 2 ke...hee...tp 2 r...not possible jgk kn...msti ada bad times...kna r cm thrill jgk kn.hik3.br r cool =)

neway…klo review blk…cheh…cm pntingkn diri sndiri btl…ada r ckit kot…kna jgk be a selfish person kdg2 kn…tp i try 2 suit it in certain condition…ape yg psti…i realize dat maybe it’s true…maybe we dun know wut we have until we’ve lost it…but maybe it’s also true dat we dun know wut we’re missing until we find it…so appreciate jea r ape yg ada skrg…n preserve it supaya xjd worst in d future k =)

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Thursday, July 2, 2009

~ y c0nFeSSi0n fRoM L0cKhEaRt ~



y i named dis blog "confession from lockheart"?np yerk...hurm...me maself also dun noe...hehe...juz when i started 2 wat blk blog nie...tetibe ayt nie cm tlintas...cm revelation g2.hik3...bley cy ke?


i think maybe bcoz ati ku tkunci kot...iye ke????bkn2...da nk dkt setaon pun kakaseh busyuk ku dok pegang kunci ati ku 2.hehe...xprnah pulangkan lngsung...
KEDEKUT!!!! :-D.hehe...

no r...d true reason is i really dun noe y...but i can say dat in dis blog i'll tell certain matters dat i've never told anyone b4...either ma femly,frens,lover or any "thing" dat i may speak to.huhu.2 sy bley pastikan... =).so kre seswai jgk r 2 dberi tjuk cm2...kan..kan..kan...bcoz sume dr lockheart...so skrg i try 2 unlock d content.hahahaa...

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Wednesday, July 1, 2009

~ tupai....sm0kes...~

wat to say....aiyo0...awl entry pun da problematic.huhu...walaupun agk memalukan kesah nie...ceh3...tp ku tetap ingin share jua.haha (ayt ntah ape2).d pagi yg indah pd ari nie...bgn tdo....n afta melakukan ape2 yg ptot 2...saye pun dgn cm wat2 bsemangat r nk memulakan ari yg baru.huhu.wlaupun my days r still d same...i tot...d wktu cuti nie...yup...sy tgh bcuti skrg...spt bese...sy akn mnjadi full-time house wife as sume org g skola...shaye da x skola.haha.da2...hentikan merapu-rapu(ada ke pkataan nie?hee...)

utk djadikan cite...knonnye r...spt bese...kna jemur baju...lps bfast...basuh pnggan...kmas ape2 yg ptot...n skrg nie ada keje tambahan plk...TAKUTKAN TUPAI.haha...sbr jea r...papa ku yg tchenta nie...mentang2 r sygkan sgt buah2 durian dia yg sdg dlm proses utk gugur ke tanah 2...pagi2 b4 g skul 2 slalu jea r pesan suh hambat tupai2 yg ingin memiliki khazanah dia 2.huhu.amat bmakna pesanan 2.hee...xde lg father laen yg psan cm2 kt daughter rsnye...hehe.shaye pun dgn slalunye mlakukn pmerhatian yg tajam thadap incik2 tupai yg cute tp uninvited 2.*wink*.lwk jgk tiap kali nmpak incik2 squirrel lari mnyelamatkn diri.haha.xsdr plk keadaan diri yg bising duk hambat tupai2 tuh....haish....ape2 jea r

klimaksnye kt cni sbnrnye...ntah ape2 jea r cite kt ats 2.huhu...dsbabkn sume x lunch kt umah ari nie...so shaye kna r pndai2 nk idop...msk sndiri...ajat d ati nk wat telor tumis...da siap rebus n goreng telur 2...siapkan r tumisan plk...da 2 ltk r telur 2 kt dlm kn...wah3...bau da mnusuk jantung,kalbu sume r (cm sdp sgt r knonnye).smentara tnggu msk 2 g r sapu kt ruang rehat jap...ku sangkakn ku da ttop api dapurnye...so dgn lenggang smbil bnyanyi gumbire ku mnyapu...smpai r ada bau yg mnusuk idong n kcutkan pankreas mnerjah...chewah...segera r ku mnuju ke dapur...cm superwoman g2...da hanget pun sdikit telor2 tsebot...tp msih bley dmakan dgn seleranye oleh perut ku (lpr sgt kn...telan jea nyah....) (^-^)

so...less0nnye...jgn mnyapu...haha...shaye mmg xske bab mnyapu nie...haish...bkn...bkn...moral of d story is...jgn tnggalkan api dapur tpasang laen kali yerk cik ieyla...tnggu aje r smpai msk...xpyh gtal2 nk g melencong kt tmpat laen.huhu...2 r kesahnye...sy da tobat...isk3...


Tuesday, June 30, 2009

~ d nEw b0Rn ~

huhu...da lame x tles blog...sowry kt sape2 yg cm konfius ke manakah menghilangnye blogku yg btaon2 dulu.huhu...tetibe jea ilang....haha...mungkinkah...no la...it's my fault...itu r yg tjadi pabila emosi meng'control' diriku nie....ish3...trok btol...BUT...blog ku suda kembali setelah ku bjaya meng'control' emosi ku pule.haha (nada revenge).skrg da nk start blogging blk.huhu.even i'm not a frequent blogger...but i really love 2 write =).so pd sape2 yg penah follow my blog previously n if ada new readers...hope u feel glad to read dis newc0ming blog *sengih*