Monday, November 30, 2009

~ a GOOD day ~

i hate rude people...especially girls...

kenapa perempuan susah nak kawal emosi???
bila tau boyfren rapat dengan perempuan lain jea terus nak gaduh2 tanpa usul periksa.
dan tak pasal2 jea perempuan tu kena tuduh yang bukan2, semua kesalahan diletakkan atas perempuan tu...kenapa boyfren tak kena tuduh juga???

kenapa perempuan bila jatuh cinta sanggup berkorban apa saja demi boyfren???
sampai ada yang tak jaga maruah sendiri, sampai ada yang sanggup ketepikan famili dan sanggup keluarkan kata2 kesat pada siapa2 yang menghalang hubungan itu.
dan ada juga yang sanggup putus kawan hanya kerana kawan itu rapat dengan boyfren.

if u think that everybody around u is a loser, u should think about urself too...
u have make a sin just by not being fair and illogical to others.
why don't u ponder for a moment what have u done towards your family, frens, lover and most important to your God. and what have they sacrifice to u in their life???
life should not be complicated and we should appreciate it every moment.
by not losing it to evil whispers that can lead us to the wrong path in life ;))


Tuesday, November 24, 2009

~ oH mY pRaDa...PANASSS!!!! ~


last week me n ma fwen tgk movie 'pisau cukur'.
suppose nk tgk '2012', tp too many people lines up nak beli tiket...huhu

as a Malay movie, cite nie bley tahan jgk laa...
ada its own sense of humour n interpretations...
n dgn lakonan mantap fazura, maya n aaron =))
i think i can give 8 out of 10 for dis movie...
especially untuk aksi gedik...hehe
(rs cm movie critics plk)

lepas tgk movie nie, my stigma towards ppuan 'pisau cukur' nie da brubah sikit...
maybe they have their own reason to be some one like that...
yup...money is really important,tp protection from the partner also important for me.
to hold me when i'm going down, to comfort me when i've bad feelings, to back up me when some one say bad things about me.
so my dear busyuk2,can u do that to me? (^_*)


p/s: miss time childhood,papa olwez hold my hand when i tried to walk

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

~ cHeNta YaNg SeMpUrNa ~

life is unpredictable...
we dun even can get an idea wat might happen tomorrow...
i get a shocked news today...
one of my frens' mother has passed away today...
dun ever get to contact him for a quite long time...
dunnoe why he kept a sudden distance...but now i guess i noe d answer...
salam takziah my fren...be strong k...i noe it's hard..but u must noe dat there's olwez family n fren dat u can keep holding on k...we'll give our full support...insyaAllah...

i noe everybody will face the death someday...
i juz can't imagine how am i suppose to face it...i noe it's inappropriate to talk about dis matter...
but it's juz kept coming in my mind today...
n now i noe i have to appreciate every single moment in my life..
there is not much time for me to quarrel over small thing...
there is not much time for me to spend quality moment with my loved ones...
there is not much time for me to waste by hating people...
bcoz we'll never noe wat might come afterwards...

but i do hope there's still TOMORROW...
for me to tell my family how much i love them...
for me to tell my busyuk how i appreciate for ur concern...
for me to tell my dearly frens thank u for olwez by my side...
for me to keep striving for d best in my education...
AND for me to still keep being grateful to HIM for giving me such a wonderful life
now i noe i shouldn't being regret and should still moving on for better days.

p/s: suddenly miss my homie,busyuk2 n frens so much :((


Sunday, November 15, 2009

~ WisHfuL tHiNkiNg ~

the situation seems to change...
i dunno wat happen to me rite now...
emotional changes...appetite changes...
not to better...but to worse...

ari nie da lps dua paper...
tp still rs tbeban...haish...
tomorrow there's another paper waiting...
but wat i'm doing rite now???
BLOGGING!!!bagos sgt laa tu... ;pp
malasnye laa nk study...bkn nk insaf pown...
td da r jwb tunggang langgang...ntah lecturer phm ke x...
huhu...sowry lah yerk dear sir...it's really my fault....

hurm...klo nk trus grad jea bley x???
brangan jea laa..i noe it's nonsense...
i juz hope i can find my 'study mood'...bcoz it's MISSING rite now *sigh*
i noe i have to find it quickly...if u found it...do inform me ;p

p/s: i think i already having post exam syndrome ;(

Monday, November 9, 2009

~ L0neLy iS mY fRiEnD ~

i never thought that i will feel this feeling.at this moment.
3:05am...i try to sleep.but it's hard.
LONELY...
seems lyke he has found me.maybe he wants me to accompany him tonite.
but y he came so sudden???
how i hate the way he makes me feel.and how i try to make him leave.
i try...and... i try...
DEAR lonely,can't u juz go away???i'm not a good companion...

have u ever feel that there's no one u can hold on...
even though u have many great supporters...
n suddenly u feel lyke to shed tears...
but they juz won't fall down...
i try to fight d loneliness...but he's there in the dark.he's there in my heart.in myself.
i am fine for a while.but i start to lose control.bcoz he keep growing around me.

i think i need to be more optimistic.and have a really good rest...
an enjoyable vacation maybe...
a great escape...
i know i should

Saturday, November 7, 2009

~ mY oBsEssi0n ~

i don't know what happen...
to myself...
to my mind...
to my stomache...
but i really do crazy thinking about these 'creatures'

- chocolate sundae mcD-
eventhough i have it every week, but still want it... ;D


- big apple donuts -
da lame xmrase...sy mau...huhu

- cadbury chocolates -
used to have it everyday, but should stop 4 my teeth's g00dness..hee...but how bout juz 1 more :D

kam000...
how could u eat all my favourites!!!isk3...
oopssS... is this pic include in d list too ;p

so for those who think that they are kind-hearted n generous,
do treat me wif the food k
can't wait...
THANK YOU ;D

~ d0n'T jUdGe a BooK bY iTs c0vEr ~

first impression...
is it so00 important???
i LOVE to observe surroundings. i will look at people around me. the way they dress, the way they talk, the way they walk n the way they behave...

one day when i was hanging out with my bff,while we're juz sat around watching people, i saw a young couple. perhaps around 20++ years old. handsome + beauty. d boy was wearing adidas t-shirt, baggy denim short, converse sneakers and cap.yeah...nothing to impress.just lyke any ordinary teenage boys. while his gurl was wearing dark green knit tube dress and yup...her dress was only down till her knees. of coz there were some guys stared at his gurl..include my bff. BOYZ...wateva... maybe also nothing to impress till...when i wanted to perform prayer at d surau.yeah3...d gurl was there preparing to perform the prayer... what the heck!

i know that i shouldn't judge people by her appearance.maybe i have miss sumthing important n that will make me misjudge people.but please gurl, couldn't u wear sumthing more descent??? never crossed in my mind that u're Malay k.

it's true that first impression is not about what we wear, but people still can judge us by only looking at what we wear. u are not going to let other people look down on u rite. so u better give them good impressions about u. they don't know u yet n be sure dat u expose urself wif sumthing that u really shoud be proud of =)

p/s: can't imagine wat people will think during my interview s000n...