he thinks that I am talkative
his friends think that I am quiet
she thinks that I am a easy going person
her friends think that I am too unfriendly
afterall, it doesn't matter me much. but I only want to know. what's YOUR opinion? about me.
or maybe I have split identity ;)
Showing posts with label feelings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label feelings. Show all posts
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
Monday, September 27, 2010
~ cHeAtiNg HearT ~
forgiveness is never easy.
kita senang untuk membenci, mudah untuk dengki. but forgiveness, that is a tough one. sometimes people say things they don't mean or do things they can't take back. sometimes we do things we can't take back. but how can we know that the action is unintended? why don't we think deeply before making the action?
we're all making mistakes. I make mistake. sekarang saya tahu apa yang saya buat bukanlah diri saya. unburden yourself from the mistakes of the past. and when you do, hati pasti akan jadi lebih kuat. I should know, and you should too. I was supposed to realize it a long time ago. but it doesn't mean that what you have done is forgotten.
we're all afraid of something. I was afraid. but what I have done is done. if in any case, saya dah melukakan hati kamu, kamu atau kamu. saya minta maaf. hanya maaf yang saya mampu pinta. even I know it's may not worth it.
kita senang untuk membenci, mudah untuk dengki. but forgiveness, that is a tough one. sometimes people say things they don't mean or do things they can't take back. sometimes we do things we can't take back. but how can we know that the action is unintended? why don't we think deeply before making the action?
we're all making mistakes. I make mistake. sekarang saya tahu apa yang saya buat bukanlah diri saya. unburden yourself from the mistakes of the past. and when you do, hati pasti akan jadi lebih kuat. I should know, and you should too. I was supposed to realize it a long time ago. but it doesn't mean that what you have done is forgotten.
we're all afraid of something. I was afraid. but what I have done is done. if in any case, saya dah melukakan hati kamu, kamu atau kamu. saya minta maaf. hanya maaf yang saya mampu pinta. even I know it's may not worth it.
Monday, June 28, 2010
~ tHey sAy TiMe HeaLs eVeRyThiNg ~
" who you are is who you are. we're liars. we're thieves. we're addicts. we take our happiness for granted until we hurt ourselves or someone else. we hold grudges. and when faced with our mistakes, we reinvent the past. we reinvent ourselves. at least we try. we're prideful, and we're lustful, and we're incredibly flawed. and eventually, our flaws catch up to us." - One Tree Hill
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
~ No Lies...jUst LOVE ~
dalam relationship, kalau tak ada challenges tak 'cool' kan?
orang cakap dalam banyak- banyak kesakitan, sakit hati sebab cinta yang paling sakit. now I've come to that understanding. in a relationship, every girl has that one boy in their life that has been there for them the whole time. she makes real conversation and feels real love. then they will be together and live happily. now I doubt that. It seems when you want someone, they don't want you. And when someone wants you, you don't want them. And when you both want each other, something has to come around and mess it up. or to be more accurate someone will come and bring back the past sweet memories.
cinta pertama sukar dilupakan. coz no matter how much the boy promised you. " I sayang u jea sampai bila-bila" or "let's just forget bout our past and be happy together k", he'll never be able to forget his first love and the memories will be recalled back sometimes. so, how lucky of you to be someone's first love.
but then I do realize that all the best love stories have one thing in common:
You have to go against the odds to get there. no matter how hard or rough the situation is.
i do hope i've enough courage to hang on. just... maybe single is better sometimes.
* awk, jadi mcm byg2 nie slalu nak ;p *
orang cakap dalam banyak- banyak kesakitan, sakit hati sebab cinta yang paling sakit. now I've come to that understanding. in a relationship, every girl has that one boy in their life that has been there for them the whole time. she makes real conversation and feels real love. then they will be together and live happily. now I doubt that. It seems when you want someone, they don't want you. And when someone wants you, you don't want them. And when you both want each other, something has to come around and mess it up. or to be more accurate someone will come and bring back the past sweet memories.
cinta pertama sukar dilupakan. coz no matter how much the boy promised you. " I sayang u jea sampai bila-bila" or "let's just forget bout our past and be happy together k", he'll never be able to forget his first love and the memories will be recalled back sometimes. so, how lucky of you to be someone's first love.
but then I do realize that all the best love stories have one thing in common:
You have to go against the odds to get there. no matter how hard or rough the situation is.
i do hope i've enough courage to hang on. just... maybe single is better sometimes.
* awk, jadi mcm byg2 nie slalu nak ;p *Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Press Statement on
GAZA AID FLOTILLA
Viva Palestina Malaysia is utterly shocked and outraged at the blatant and murderous act of aggression committed by the Israeli armed forces against the Flotilla carrying desperately needed aid to Gaza. Early reports indicate several deaths and injuries to an international group of peace activists whose sole intention is to break the illegal blockade of Gaza imposed by the government of Israel. That this attack took place against unarmed and defenseless civilians in international waters is all the more grievous and criminal. There was absolutely no necessity for force and all deaths and injury are simply reprehensible.
The Israeli government continues to invite world scorn in its despicable treatment of the Palestinians and this latest incident is another ghastly and cowardly stain on its appalling human rights record. The Israeli government has continuously denied their involvement in any siege of Gaza but this attack in itself is an admission of Israel’s explicit complicity in the genocide of an entire people.
The presence of many Malaysians on board and other international peace activists is of grave concern to Viva Palestina Malaysia and the Malaysian public. Viva Palestina Malaysia, taking cognizance of this critical turn of events in international waters, do hereby:
a. CONDEMN in the strongest possible term this latest round of aggression by Israel on the Freedom Flotilla;
b. HOLD the Israeli government totally responsible for the lives and well being of all volunteers on board the Freedom Flotilla;
c. DEMAND the immediate release of all the volunteers and urgent medical care be given to the injured;
d. URGE the United Nations and all democratic nations of the world to do everything possible to end wanton killings of innocent peace activists on the Freedom Flotilla;
e. DEMAND that all the aid destined for Gaza be released with immediate effect;
f. SUPPORT any move by the Government of Malaysia to ensure the safety of Malaysians on board the Freedom Flotilla and continue to champion the Palestinian cause in their aspirations towards freedom, justice and self determination.
source: mindacergas.wordpress.com
BISMILLAHIRAHMANIRAHIM
Ya Allah sebagai mana Kau pernah menghantar burung² ababil untuk
menghancurkan tentera bergajah Musyrikin. Maka kami memohon padamu ya
Allah, turunkanlah bantuan-Mu kali ini kepada org² Islam di Palestin,
hancurkanlah rejim zionis sedahsyat-dahsyatnya.. Amin Ya Robal Alamin..
do keep on praying people...it's one of our hope
Ya Allah sebagai mana Kau pernah menghantar burung² ababil untuk
menghancurkan tentera bergajah Musyrikin. Maka kami memohon padamu ya
Allah, turunkanlah bantuan-Mu kali ini kepada org² Islam di Palestin,
hancurkanlah rejim zionis sedahsyat-dahsyatnya.. Amin Ya Robal Alamin..
do keep on praying people...it's one of our hope
Thursday, May 13, 2010
~ mEmBeSaR ~
i'm a teenage girl...
i have my good days and bad days, and sometimes i take it out on others. when my ipod is blasting, the rest of the world gets tuned out. i have a wonderful family which is so supportive and 'chaotic'. there's a boy that i can't seem to stop thinking about. he's the reason i always pay attention to my phone. i can't go a day without saying or doing something silly. i truly don't know what i would do without my friends, they know how to make me feel happy and always there for me. i can be stubborn, bitchy and little clueless at times.
sometimes, in one day, dozens of things go wrong...but when i step back and look at things clearly, i realize how much i truly appreciate life, with every imperfection.
you're gonna fly with every dream you chase, you're gonna cry, but know that that's okay. sometimes life's not fair, but if you hang in there, you're gonna see that sometimes bad is good. we just have to believe things will work out like they should. life has no guarantees, but always loved by me, you're gonna be =)
i know that i can't remain young, i know i have a lot to learn, and i just don't want to grow up too fast...
sometimes, in one day, dozens of things go wrong...but when i step back and look at things clearly, i realize how much i truly appreciate life, with every imperfection.
you're gonna fly with every dream you chase, you're gonna cry, but know that that's okay. sometimes life's not fair, but if you hang in there, you're gonna see that sometimes bad is good. we just have to believe things will work out like they should. life has no guarantees, but always loved by me, you're gonna be =)
i know that i can't remain young, i know i have a lot to learn, and i just don't want to grow up too fast...
Friday, January 15, 2010
~ iF y0u c0uLd sEE mE n0w ~
life is funny, isn't it?
just when you think you've got it all figured out, just when you finally begin to plan something, get excited about it and feel like you know what direction you're heading in, the paths change, the signs change, the wind blows the other way, north is suddenly south, and east is west and you're lost. it is so easy to lose your way, to lose direction.
there aren't many sure things in life, but one thing I do know is that you have to deal with the consequences of your actions. you have to follow through on some things.
I always give up. what have I ever had to do in my life that really needed to be done? I always had a choice, and I always took the easy way out- we always took the easy way out.
life is hard! so what? it's hard for everyone, isn't it? anyone who says it's easy is a liar. while for me I'm only find it terribly hard in 'relationship issues'. people tends to say soulmates always end up together. ex-girlfriends or boyfriends are easily forgotten. best friends stay with you forever.
can somebody proof to me that the statement is true? coz I really do hope so...
just when you think you've got it all figured out, just when you finally begin to plan something, get excited about it and feel like you know what direction you're heading in, the paths change, the signs change, the wind blows the other way, north is suddenly south, and east is west and you're lost. it is so easy to lose your way, to lose direction.
there aren't many sure things in life, but one thing I do know is that you have to deal with the consequences of your actions. you have to follow through on some things.
I always give up. what have I ever had to do in my life that really needed to be done? I always had a choice, and I always took the easy way out- we always took the easy way out.
life is hard! so what? it's hard for everyone, isn't it? anyone who says it's easy is a liar. while for me I'm only find it terribly hard in 'relationship issues'. people tends to say soulmates always end up together. ex-girlfriends or boyfriends are easily forgotten. best friends stay with you forever.
can somebody proof to me that the statement is true? coz I really do hope so...
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
~ HiDDeN ~
men are very weak
they make principle but dun realize dat no principle can override the heart
n we remind these stubborn men that bonds of the heart are based on feelings n not principles
but these bonds are created by telling the other person bout one's inner feelings
however sumtimes saying wat one feels can break one's heart
but by not saying it,u won't be happy
so wat're we supposed to do...
they make principle but dun realize dat no principle can override the heart
n we remind these stubborn men that bonds of the heart are based on feelings n not principles
but these bonds are created by telling the other person bout one's inner feelings
however sumtimes saying wat one feels can break one's heart
but by not saying it,u won't be happy
so wat're we supposed to do...
Monday, December 28, 2009
~ YoU mAkE mE FeeL _Ad
You have changed...
I don't know why... I just feel different.
Your words seem rude to me... your attitude seems harsh to me.
There's no more great and sincere laughter between us.
You think I'm mad at you...No, I don't.
I'm just mad at myself...Just because...
I can't understand you anymore. I guess I never do.
Even how hard I keep on trying.
After all, I think it's me that have changed!!!
Yeah, it's me.
For being such sensitive and emotional girL...
I just can't lie to myself....
p/s: sowry 11x =(
I don't know why... I just feel different.
Your words seem rude to me... your attitude seems harsh to me.
There's no more great and sincere laughter between us.
You think I'm mad at you...No, I don't.
I'm just mad at myself...Just because...
I can't understand you anymore. I guess I never do.
Even how hard I keep on trying.
After all, I think it's me that have changed!!!
Yeah, it's me.
For being such sensitive and emotional girL...
I just can't lie to myself....
p/s: sowry 11x =(
Monday, December 14, 2009
~ wHaT a Day ~
i've been robbed...
now I know what is the feeling of losing something that quite important
when you have it you seem to take it for granted
but once you lose it, you will regret it
serve me right...
the incident gave quite an impact to me
but then through the incident also I come to realize something
I could get to know the people that will be supporting me and the group that will ignore me
thanks a lot guys for the concern...
I appreciate it s0000 much =))
now I know what is the feeling of losing something that quite important
when you have it you seem to take it for granted
but once you lose it, you will regret it
serve me right...
the incident gave quite an impact to me
but then through the incident also I come to realize something
I could get to know the people that will be supporting me and the group that will ignore me
thanks a lot guys for the concern...
I appreciate it s0000 much =))
Saturday, December 12, 2009
~ H0pE d SkY iS aLwAyS bLuE ~
twinkle twinkle little stars
I always prefer to look at the sky when I have bad feelings about my life.The sky is so wide, the moon and the stars just make me feel better.How great the creations of God.
Life without problems is not cool right?So I guess I have to bear with all the troubles that are competing to rush into my life.Yet, the most troublesome dilemma is when it is related with your feelings.How could I ignore others' feelings?Can I be that selfish?Just thinking of it makes me feel guilty.
My father used to tell me that memory is a good thing to be remembered, either it was the good one or the bad one.But papa, your daughter is not strong enough to bear with all of the memories in her life.I try hard to delete all the bad memories in my mind.I wish I have a quite large and enough space of dustbin to dispose all the memories.How fool I am to think something like that.But I know I actually have to learn from the bad memories.For better future.So that I will never repeat the same mistakes again.Thanks for your advice papa.Your daughter understands the situation now =)
To my Soulmate, sorry for giving you a lot of troubles. I know I have to understand you better. I need to be more mature person.How childish I am right?And I have to struggle hard to maintain this feeling towards you.Saya masih bertahan dear.
Sekarang, listening to Love You Yes-Couple::while looking at the sky::finish this entry.Now I feel relieve and great.
Hope the night sky will always been occupied by the moon and the stars ;D
I always prefer to look at the sky when I have bad feelings about my life.The sky is so wide, the moon and the stars just make me feel better.How great the creations of God.
Life without problems is not cool right?So I guess I have to bear with all the troubles that are competing to rush into my life.Yet, the most troublesome dilemma is when it is related with your feelings.How could I ignore others' feelings?Can I be that selfish?Just thinking of it makes me feel guilty.
My father used to tell me that memory is a good thing to be remembered, either it was the good one or the bad one.But papa, your daughter is not strong enough to bear with all of the memories in her life.I try hard to delete all the bad memories in my mind.I wish I have a quite large and enough space of dustbin to dispose all the memories.How fool I am to think something like that.But I know I actually have to learn from the bad memories.For better future.So that I will never repeat the same mistakes again.Thanks for your advice papa.Your daughter understands the situation now =)
To my Soulmate, sorry for giving you a lot of troubles. I know I have to understand you better. I need to be more mature person.How childish I am right?And I have to struggle hard to maintain this feeling towards you.Saya masih bertahan dear.
Sekarang, listening to Love You Yes-Couple::while looking at the sky::finish this entry.Now I feel relieve and great.
Hope the night sky will always been occupied by the moon and the stars ;D
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
~ oH mY pRaDa...PANASSS!!!! ~
last week me n ma fwen tgk movie 'pisau cukur'.
suppose nk tgk '2012', tp too many people lines up nak beli tiket...huhu
as a Malay movie, cite nie bley tahan jgk laa...
ada its own sense of humour n interpretations...
n dgn lakonan mantap fazura, maya n aaron =))
i think i can give 8 out of 10 for dis movie...
especially untuk aksi gedik...hehe
(rs cm movie critics plk)
lepas tgk movie nie, my stigma towards ppuan 'pisau cukur' nie da brubah sikit...
maybe they have their own reason to be some one like that...
yup...money is really important,tp protection from the partner also important for me.
to hold me when i'm going down, to comfort me when i've bad feelings, to back up me when some one say bad things about me.
so my dear busyuk2,can u do that to me? (^_*)
p/s: miss time childhood,papa olwez hold my hand when i tried to walk
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
~ cHeNta YaNg SeMpUrNa ~
life is unpredictable...
we dun even can get an idea wat might happen tomorrow...
i get a shocked news today...
one of my frens' mother has passed away today...
dun ever get to contact him for a quite long time...
dunnoe why he kept a sudden distance...but now i guess i noe d answer...
salam takziah my fren...be strong k...i noe it's hard..but u must noe dat there's olwez family n fren dat u can keep holding on k...we'll give our full support...insyaAllah...
i noe everybody will face the death someday...
i juz can't imagine how am i suppose to face it...i noe it's inappropriate to talk about dis matter...
but it's juz kept coming in my mind today...
n now i noe i have to appreciate every single moment in my life..
there is not much time for me to quarrel over small thing...
there is not much time for me to spend quality moment with my loved ones...
there is not much time for me to waste by hating people...
bcoz we'll never noe wat might come afterwards...
but i do hope there's still TOMORROW...
for me to tell my family how much i love them...
for me to tell my busyuk how i appreciate for ur concern...
for me to tell my dearly frens thank u for olwez by my side...
for me to keep striving for d best in my education...
AND for me to still keep being grateful to HIM for giving me such a wonderful life
now i noe i shouldn't being regret and should still moving on for better days.
p/s: suddenly miss my homie,busyuk2 n frens so much :((
we dun even can get an idea wat might happen tomorrow...
i get a shocked news today...
one of my frens' mother has passed away today...
dun ever get to contact him for a quite long time...
dunnoe why he kept a sudden distance...but now i guess i noe d answer...
salam takziah my fren...be strong k...i noe it's hard..but u must noe dat there's olwez family n fren dat u can keep holding on k...we'll give our full support...insyaAllah...
i noe everybody will face the death someday...
i juz can't imagine how am i suppose to face it...i noe it's inappropriate to talk about dis matter...
but it's juz kept coming in my mind today...
n now i noe i have to appreciate every single moment in my life..
there is not much time for me to quarrel over small thing...
there is not much time for me to spend quality moment with my loved ones...
there is not much time for me to waste by hating people...
bcoz we'll never noe wat might come afterwards...
but i do hope there's still TOMORROW...
for me to tell my family how much i love them...
for me to tell my busyuk how i appreciate for ur concern...
for me to tell my dearly frens thank u for olwez by my side...
for me to keep striving for d best in my education...
AND for me to still keep being grateful to HIM for giving me such a wonderful life
now i noe i shouldn't being regret and should still moving on for better days.
p/s: suddenly miss my homie,busyuk2 n frens so much :((
Monday, November 9, 2009
~ L0neLy iS mY fRiEnD ~
i never thought that i will feel this feeling.at this moment.
3:05am...i try to sleep.but it's hard.
LONELY...
seems lyke he has found me.maybe he wants me to accompany him tonite.
but y he came so sudden???
how i hate the way he makes me feel.and how i try to make him leave.
i try...and... i try...
DEAR lonely,can't u juz go away???i'm not a good companion...
have u ever feel that there's no one u can hold on...
even though u have many great supporters...
n suddenly u feel lyke to shed tears...
but they juz won't fall down...
i try to fight d loneliness...but he's there in the dark.he's there in my heart.in myself.
i am fine for a while.but i start to lose control.bcoz he keep growing around me.
i think i need to be more optimistic.and have a really good rest...
an enjoyable vacation maybe...
a great escape...
i know i should
3:05am...i try to sleep.but it's hard.
LONELY...
seems lyke he has found me.maybe he wants me to accompany him tonite.
but y he came so sudden???
how i hate the way he makes me feel.and how i try to make him leave.
i try...and... i try...
DEAR lonely,can't u juz go away???i'm not a good companion...
have u ever feel that there's no one u can hold on...
even though u have many great supporters...
n suddenly u feel lyke to shed tears...
but they juz won't fall down...
i try to fight d loneliness...but he's there in the dark.he's there in my heart.in myself.
i am fine for a while.but i start to lose control.bcoz he keep growing around me.
i think i need to be more optimistic.and have a really good rest...
an enjoyable vacation maybe...
a great escape...
i know i should
Thursday, October 29, 2009
~ tAkE mE t0 d sTaRs ~
i olwez hide sumthing from u...
i olwez tell lies to u...
but u never understand it
i really didn't mean it...
i had bad bad days rite now...
u dunnoe how miserable am i
ma fault to let them go on u
boo to maself...
wish to go to a peaceful place...
take a deep breath n enjoy d scenery of nature...
i wanna look at d stars...
n realize dat d sky is sooo beautiful...
i wanna enjoy d juicy n tastiness of ice-cream...
n donuts...
do bring peace n calm to mE...
p/s: can't wait dis saturday =D
i olwez tell lies to u...
but u never understand it
i really didn't mean it...
i had bad bad days rite now...
u dunnoe how miserable am i
ma fault to let them go on u
boo to maself...
wish to go to a peaceful place...
take a deep breath n enjoy d scenery of nature...
i wanna look at d stars...
n realize dat d sky is sooo beautiful...
i wanna enjoy d juicy n tastiness of ice-cream...
n donuts...
do bring peace n calm to mE...
~ cAri SkAnDaL LaGi ~
WORD....
sometimes can be a curse...
sometimes can be a miracle...
people can get hurt by ONLY one word
and also can be s000 happy by a word
but how can we noe 'dat' ONE word can give such a big impact to us
d word can signify many meanings...
i said dat u're bad...but maybe i lyke d way u've been bad...
or maybe i really mean dat u're bad person...
watch out for d words u've uttered...
they may become true...
kalau cakap word yg elok takpe laa kan...
wanna success in lyfe.lead a gud lyfe.
have cute child lyke Suri.being blessed olwez.
tp klo da pray 4 bad things...
bodo laa kau nie.otak ko biol laa.
asek2 ada skandal ;p
once da tmakbul...
br nk gelabah yerk...
u think dat's a joke...
but i think u shud regret
Y?
bcoz i already annoyed!!!!
how do u noe dat d word U have uttered can make Me feel so miserable...
but i shud've known dat u really dun mean it...
sometimes can be a curse...
sometimes can be a miracle...
people can get hurt by ONLY one word
and also can be s000 happy by a word
but how can we noe 'dat' ONE word can give such a big impact to us
d word can signify many meanings...
i said dat u're bad...but maybe i lyke d way u've been bad...
or maybe i really mean dat u're bad person...
watch out for d words u've uttered...
they may become true...
kalau cakap word yg elok takpe laa kan...
wanna success in lyfe.lead a gud lyfe.
have cute child lyke Suri.being blessed olwez.
tp klo da pray 4 bad things...
bodo laa kau nie.otak ko biol laa.
asek2 ada skandal ;p
once da tmakbul...
br nk gelabah yerk...
u think dat's a joke...
but i think u shud regret
Y?
bcoz i already annoyed!!!!
how do u noe dat d word U have uttered can make Me feel so miserable...
but i shud've known dat u really dun mean it...
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
~ c0nFeSSi0n oF aN 0rDinArY giRL ~
knape asal jd gurl jea nk emosi lbey...
cpt senctif...
cpt emotional...
cpt trase...
y dun we tend to be more cheerful (^_^)
knape asal jd gurl jea ada yg nk gedik2...
knon2 act as an innocent little girl...
xske and wanna kick all d bitches...
but never realized dat she is among d bitches...
dat other people want to kick out...
y dun we juz be a normal girl dat do not make people feel irritated with us...
knape asal gurl jea msti nk relate dgn gossip...
ske jaga tepi kain org laa...
ske rmpas hak org laa...
ske attract attention laa...
y dun u juz mind ur bizness n stop messing wif other people...
i noe words are easy to utter...but when it apply to action...it's definetely hard to do...
but y dun we try...fix it....be optimistic...be realistic...i think u'll slowly become a better gurl...
STOP BEING AN ANNOYING PERSON IN OTHERS' EYES
*i am irritated now...but will try to fix it (n_n).do neglect d harsh words in this post...*
cpt senctif...
cpt emotional...
cpt trase...
y dun we tend to be more cheerful (^_^)
knape asal jd gurl jea ada yg nk gedik2...
knon2 act as an innocent little girl...
xske and wanna kick all d bitches...
but never realized dat she is among d bitches...
dat other people want to kick out...
y dun we juz be a normal girl dat do not make people feel irritated with us...
knape asal gurl jea msti nk relate dgn gossip...
ske jaga tepi kain org laa...
ske rmpas hak org laa...
ske attract attention laa...
y dun u juz mind ur bizness n stop messing wif other people...
i noe words are easy to utter...but when it apply to action...it's definetely hard to do...
but y dun we try...fix it....be optimistic...be realistic...i think u'll slowly become a better gurl...
STOP BEING AN ANNOYING PERSON IN OTHERS' EYES
*i am irritated now...but will try to fix it (n_n).do neglect d harsh words in this post...*
Thursday, October 8, 2009
~ mE....sELfiSh...sEnSiTiVe...Em0ti0NaL...s0 wAt??? ~
kadang-kadang kite asek jea pkr psl org laen...smpai kite lupe nk pkr hal sndiri...
kite asek pkr nk jage ati org laen...smpai kite lukakn ati kite sndiri...
kite tolerate jea org nk wat ape pown...kite maafkn jea fault yg da bkali2 diulang...
bley ke kite jd sabar smpai camtu????
i try 2 be selfish....
i try 2 be intolerance...
i try 2 be impatient...
i try 2 be bad...
but i can't...am I too good???absolutely not...stupid maybe...
dulu saya tak pernah terfikir keadaan akn jadi lbey teruk...
tak pernah terfikir saya akan lbey terluka...
tak pernah terfikir saya akan lbey marah...
n skrg i'm feel worse...
i noe i've to fix it...
as i read one of ma fren's entry... *really thanks to her post*
she said dat we have to put a distance between us n 'sumthing'
so i think i've to make a gap between me n ......
so i can feel better...
n i really hope so.... (^_^)
p/s: but i still love u k ;D
kite asek pkr nk jage ati org laen...smpai kite lukakn ati kite sndiri...
kite tolerate jea org nk wat ape pown...kite maafkn jea fault yg da bkali2 diulang...
bley ke kite jd sabar smpai camtu????
i try 2 be selfish....
i try 2 be intolerance...
i try 2 be impatient...
i try 2 be bad...
but i can't...am I too good???absolutely not...stupid maybe...
dulu saya tak pernah terfikir keadaan akn jadi lbey teruk...
tak pernah terfikir saya akan lbey terluka...
tak pernah terfikir saya akan lbey marah...
n skrg i'm feel worse...
i noe i've to fix it...
as i read one of ma fren's entry... *really thanks to her post*
she said dat we have to put a distance between us n 'sumthing'
so i think i've to make a gap between me n ......
so i can feel better...
n i really hope so.... (^_^)
p/s: but i still love u k ;D
Saturday, September 26, 2009
~ mR. h0LiDaY...i'M vErY mAd aT u!!!!! ~
knape raye ari yg bmakne???
sbb meraikan kejayaan kte mnempuh bln puase kn???
btol3 (eh...eh...)
so raye nie msti r kna hepi kn...
raye kot...sbulan skali...
eh...eh...staon skali...hee...
bazir jea r klo x nkmati kn...
dpt jmpe sdare mare yg da agk lame r xjmpe...
ada yg xprnah knl pun...huhu
dpt mkn juadah raye yg besh2...
dpt dwet ry...*wlaupun da makin kurang (~_~)*
dpt tmbahkn lg berat badan *wink*
tp saye rs sgt marah dgn incik holiday...
sbb saye nk cuti lg...
tp incik holiday kedekut...huhu
xpuas pun cuti2 raye smbil bfoye2...hehe
da kna blk smbung blaja...
bley x klo sy nk wat2 lupe jea cuti da habes...hehe
sy rase....
dat was a gud idea (^_*)
sbb meraikan kejayaan kte mnempuh bln puase kn???
btol3 (eh...eh...)
so raye nie msti r kna hepi kn...
raye kot...sbulan skali...
eh...eh...staon skali...hee...
bazir jea r klo x nkmati kn...
dpt jmpe sdare mare yg da agk lame r xjmpe...
ada yg xprnah knl pun...huhu
dpt mkn juadah raye yg besh2...
dpt dwet ry...*wlaupun da makin kurang (~_~)*
dpt tmbahkn lg berat badan *wink*
tp saye rs sgt marah dgn incik holiday...
sbb saye nk cuti lg...
tp incik holiday kedekut...huhu
xpuas pun cuti2 raye smbil bfoye2...hehe
da kna blk smbung blaja...
bley x klo sy nk wat2 lupe jea cuti da habes...hehe
sy rase....
dat was a gud idea (^_*)
Sunday, September 20, 2009
~ SeLaMaT HaRi RaYa eBriBaDi =D ~
time passes so fast...
da 1 Syawal pun...
ry itu mmg sonok...
sayu jea tyme dgr takbir ry...
tp tetibe br tpikir...
dterime ke pose kali nie...
dterime ke amalan yg da wat kali nie...
every person can't run in making sins kn...
da brape byk r sins yg da wat...ish3...
then...
mule r regret 4 not making dis Ramadhan a beneficial month...
but i noe sume 2 bkn kte yg dcide kn...
so i pray really hard 4 me n also others...
dat may our deeds in dis Ramadhan will be accepted...
who knows whether there'll be another Ramadhan 4 us kn...
i hope we have thousand chances of Ramadhan lg...insyaAllah...
neway...
ry taon nie tetibe tringat sgt kt ma bff yg kt oversea..huhu...
*mish u so much...cpt r pulang... (T_T)*
ish3...ry2 pun mao sdey ka????
aiyoh...huhu
juz wanna wish...
da 1 Syawal pun...
ry itu mmg sonok...
sayu jea tyme dgr takbir ry...
tp tetibe br tpikir...
dterime ke pose kali nie...
dterime ke amalan yg da wat kali nie...
every person can't run in making sins kn...
da brape byk r sins yg da wat...ish3...
then...
mule r regret 4 not making dis Ramadhan a beneficial month...
but i noe sume 2 bkn kte yg dcide kn...
so i pray really hard 4 me n also others...
dat may our deeds in dis Ramadhan will be accepted...
who knows whether there'll be another Ramadhan 4 us kn...
i hope we have thousand chances of Ramadhan lg...insyaAllah...
neway...
ry taon nie tetibe tringat sgt kt ma bff yg kt oversea..huhu...
*mish u so much...cpt r pulang... (T_T)*
ish3...ry2 pun mao sdey ka????
aiyoh...huhu
juz wanna wish...
*SELAMAT HARI RAYE...MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN...0-0 K (^_^)*
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