Monday, November 9, 2009

~ L0neLy iS mY fRiEnD ~

i never thought that i will feel this feeling.at this moment.
3:05am...i try to sleep.but it's hard.
LONELY...
seems lyke he has found me.maybe he wants me to accompany him tonite.
but y he came so sudden???
how i hate the way he makes me feel.and how i try to make him leave.
i try...and... i try...
DEAR lonely,can't u juz go away???i'm not a good companion...

have u ever feel that there's no one u can hold on...
even though u have many great supporters...
n suddenly u feel lyke to shed tears...
but they juz won't fall down...
i try to fight d loneliness...but he's there in the dark.he's there in my heart.in myself.
i am fine for a while.but i start to lose control.bcoz he keep growing around me.

i think i need to be more optimistic.and have a really good rest...
an enjoyable vacation maybe...
a great escape...
i know i should

2 comments:

hazaryu said...

kadang-kadang saya suka perasaan itu..
kadang-kadang saya tak suka ditinggalkan..
suka sebab mahu bersendirian..
benci sebab tak mahu keseorangan..
kompleks kan??<--hape aku membebel nih??nghee~~

~ iEyLa mYa ~ said...

hehe...saya pown same...
tp d feeling dis tyme kinda weird...
cm nk nanes...
huhu