~ m0mEnTs ~

above are the only pictures that I have during my one month holiday. I guess I spend more time at home even though it seems nothing beneficial that I've done. it's good to spend time with your family and friends. or I rather say it was an awesome moment. because I might not be able to spend those precious moment again. everyone will be graduating. friends will have their own future to think of. there may no time to hang out soon. so, I really appreciate my final year as an undergraduate student because I know I will miss this journey the most. the time where I was late for handing my assignments, the period when I was taking the killer subjects, the time when I wanted to release all the stress. I am grateful that I have my friends. thank you  =)

~ Graduation Dinner ~

12/11/2010: pre-graduation dinner

*satu momen yang boleh dijadikan kenangan*

several months to go. dan bakal bergelar graduan. insyaAllah. hooray!


p/s: kredit to jae & freddy

~ LOSER? you're not worth it ~

i had a conversation this evening. with some guys.

what do i expect? more relaxation and less hedges? it's surely a no indeed. they do gossip too...much way hotter than women. i think. it's sure would be a lie if i told that i've never gossiping about anything. yes, i did. but it just feels wrong when you're gossiping about anything, with the guys. especially about your own gender matter.

a girl had coincidentally sitting beside our table. she's cute and stylish. the guys agreed too. but then came her friend. wrong place at the wrong time. at the moment, the guys then asked me what do you think was the size of the friend. she's quite plum but still cute. and they make a lot of jokes about her. how sick is that. what do i answer? grow up people! at least she has size and doesn't have a mouth like you!

it's not like i'm being close minded. it's not like she is the same gender with me. and it's not like you're my friend. it's just you being a loser. and how do you fix that?

~ HeY GirL, I h.a.t.e y0u ~

I've told you so many many many times....

takkan boleh punya lelaki dan perempuan berkawan takat "Teman tapi Mesra". tipulah lagi. Last-last mesti jatuh hati. so for what stupid purpose pakai statement 'kitorang kawan jea lah, takkan lebih dari tu, tak main feeling-feeling nie. aku takkan kacau pun hubungan diorang lah"

Stop coming in between other's relationship!It's just not about you, it's about your bitchyness.

yes, I don't get it.  and I don't want to. just hoping to get rid of people like you.

~ tHe cLimB ~

it was exhausting but super duper exciting...

how can I describe the feeling of being up there?

the air was so cool

the sceneries were eye-soothing

the heart feels a sense of tranquility

the companions were so amazing.

mesmerizing, comfort and humility, perhaps.

how great of His creation.

peeps, you should try too =)

to be with nature...

is the chance you have to grab

once in your life.

experience it, then you can feel it ;)

~ EcHoEs oF MiRacLe ~

Voiceover by Peyton, Lucas, Brooke, Nathan and Haley: 

Make a wish and place it in your heart. Anything you want, everything you want. Do you have it? Good. Now believe it can come true. You never know where the next miracle is gonna come from, the next smile, the next wish come true. But if you believe that it's right around the corner, and you open your heart and mind to the possibility of it, to the certainty of it. You just might get the thing you're wishing for. The world is full of magic. You just have to believe in it. So make your wish. Do you have it? Good. Now believe in it. With all your heart.

do not ever lose hope, because there will always be miracles for you =)

~ Ruang Pertama ~

ada sesetengah orang lebih menghargai pasangan masing-masing berbanding kawan,  dan ada yang sebaliknya.

luckily, I own the best for both and I am grateful. terima kasih kawan. terima kasih untuk semua. =)

~ wHo aRe YOU? ~

it's undecided. STRANGER? HUMAN? STRANGER? HUMAN?

there are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroad. afraid, confused, lonely, without a roadmap. the choices we make in those moments might prevent us from getting lost. of course when we faced with the unknown, kita sering turn around and go back then, how could we find our way?

so, maybe I was wrong in thinking that strangers sangat menakutkan and that strangers are weird. but I know this much, if I don't meet strangers, I wouldn't have found people that are worth to be friends. and if we were supposed to be foes, then it was the most beautiful mistakes I've ever made. and if I hadn't met this stranger, I wouldn't be the same person I am today ;)

when you look back at your picture collections, sometimes you might come across a picture of yourself and a stranger in the background. and you might wonder how many strangers have the pictures of you. just by thinking of that, you could be a big part in someone's life or might bring huge surprise for someone. yet, you not even know about it.

now, how interesting strangers could be?
so, dear strangers, friends, foes, lovers....how do we meet actually?

* past: stranger in the background =) *

* present: someone important..hee =D *

* future: to be determined??? =p * 

~ Don't Let LoVe Becomes Ugly ~

budak-budak zaman sekarang bercinta macam-macam kerenah. ada yang cover-cover malu, ada yang terlebih eksyen, ada yang cover-cover tapi nak eksyen...eh? so tetibe kali nie nak share sikit trend orang bercinta yang agak annoying bagi saya yerk. ulangan. pada pandangan saya sahaja.


1) pasangan on phone


time berchenta nie, orang kata bagai dunia korang yang punya. semua rasa macam indah. sampai hal orang lain pun dah tak kisah. kalau cakap telefon dalam LRT tu nak bagi satu LRT tau korang tengah hangat berchenta and pasangan korang tu romantik habis. tapi bila time bergaduh, kalau boleh nak maki hamun dalam phone biar semua orang dengar korang tengah kecewa. tak cukup dengan tu, siap letak dalam blog announce laki tu jahat lah, keji lah, dan seangkatan dengannya.




2) pasangan di 'mukabuku'


trend nie memang popular pada alaf yang berteknologi nie...iyelah...apa guna status relationship kalau taknak tayang kan? (iye ke?). perlu ke nak post status kat mukabuku tu yang korang tengah masyuk sangat berchenta. nak share yang pasangan korang tu yang terbaik lah di bima sakti nie.huh.

puteri cantek > putera kacak : sayanggg...thanks for the surprise...b ske sgt...love u...syg ckit.mmuah3

putera kacak > puteri cantek: not a big deal b...asal u hepi. i ada u sorg jea k b...love u too.

kadang- kadang terfikir jugak apa motif sebenar  komen tu. y tak anta mesej kat phone jea? kalau kadang- kadang nak bermanja and tak overreact tu wokeh jea...takde lah smpai close minded sangat. tapi dah kalau asyik penuh dengan komen camtu jea kat home tu semak juga mata nie..hehe




3) pasangan di jalan raya


haaa...yang ini paling buat hilang sabar. kalau dalam kampus tu dah la kena pusing satu round, dah tu bawak kete tu slow pulak...konon berhemah tapi kalau dah drive kat lane laju tu tapi bawak macam baru nak blaja kete tu boleh nak kena hon tu. sekali dapat pintas, jeling sikit, haaa....tengah sakan gelak- gelak dengan pasangan. amboi...bahagia sangat dapat keluar sama sampai  tak tahu beza lane laju dengan lane orang tengah berchenta. 
ada yang lagi ' baek punye pasangan' siap lentok2 lagi...adoi...takpe nak manja2 pun...tak marah pun...macam lah saya tak pernah buat...oopppssss...heee...tapi kalau dah sampai kete2 laen pintas korang ikut sebelah kiri tu tak faham lagi ke korang dah kat salah lane tu!




4) pasangan di public places

• pakwe macho + awek kurang lawa                           huish....sekali tengok pakwe dia tu macam Damon dalam ' Vampire Diaries ', dua kali tengok macam   Nathan dalam ' One Tree Hill ', kali ketiga tak boleh tengok dah, takut jatuh cinta. apa nak jadi dengan kekanda saya nanti?hehe. wokeh.kembali kepada topik. pasal awek tu tak boleh nak describe macam pakwe pulak.wokeh.fine.rezeki dia lah boleh dapat pakwe hensem + macho macam tu, tapi tak payah sampai nak buat drama sebabak pulak. dah bila selisih, tetiba nak tarik tangan pakwe tu rapat2 and buat aksi menggoda supaya pakwe tak pandang lain. hello...ada saya cakap saya nak ngorat pakwe awak ke? i'm taken also k.

• awek lawa + pakwe kurang macho                                       yang nie pulak sama jea keadaan...jantina jea berubah. dah bila selisih tetiba rangkul gadis ke sisi. adeih...kalau kekanda saya nak ngorat awek awak tu, dia tak bersama saya. dah awak tu tengok saya takpe pulak?hahahaha ~  

• pakwe macho + awek lawa                                                     pasangan yang camnie tak boleh nak cakap banyak lah...dua2 nak kontrol masing2 punye pasangan. naseb baek sama cantek sama padan kurang sikit perasaan angin nie.lantak korang lah...kalau pasangan camnie susah sikit nak dibendung sebab jarang dijumpai...hehe  

• awek kurang lawa + pakwe kurang macho                                jenis pasangan camnie saya wokeh sangat sebab dua2 sedar diri. buat biasa-biasa jea. orang pun tak amek kisah sangat. so tak sakit mata memandang...darah pun tak tinggi =)  

                                                                                                                   

berchenta nie biar berpada-pada dan bersederhana. jangan melebih sangat. nanti merana diri. tak semestinya pasangan yang korang berchenta bertahun-tahun tu akan jadi suami / isteri korang nanti. wokeh?

~ tHeY aRe FaBuLouS ~

* tempat kejadian *

* tempat gadis2 bersantai *

* hidangan yang membuka selera *

* gadis2 yang menanti dengan cool ;) *

* x0x0 *

* gadis2... *

* credits to sk...for d wonderful pics =D *

because life doesn't always happen according to a timetable or calendar...so it's hard to arrange any schedule to meet old friends... yet last Saturday was a good start and it was a chance that I can't missed. the moments of catching up with old friends are wonderful =)

dear gorgeous friends,

you will be you and I will be me, hari ini esok dan seterusnya, and let's trust the future to tomorrow. let us ride our own orbits and trust that they will meet. dan biarkan bintang terus menjejaki kita. may our reunion be not a finding but a sweet collision of destinies. LOVE and LOVE and LOVE again <3

~ tHey sAy TiMe HeaLs eVeRyThiNg ~

" who you are is who you are. we're liars. we're thieves. we're addicts. we take our happiness for granted until we hurt ourselves or someone else. we hold grudges. and when faced with our mistakes, we reinvent the past. we reinvent ourselves. at least we try. we're prideful, and we're lustful, and we're incredibly flawed. and eventually, our flaws catch up to us." - One Tree Hill

~ 3 wEEkS iN w0nDeRLaNd ~

the hardest part about growing up is letting go of what you used to, and moving on with something you're not.

old memories seem to be most pleasant remembrance in our thought. old school, old friends, ex-lovers...but we are all guilty of saving old messages from someone who became really special in our lives. or going to familiar places that give us that small twinge in our hearts and smiles on our faces. oh memori. ada yang indah. ada yg pahit. that makes it as one of the most bittersweet feelings.

enough has happenend that I've learned perkara cantik tak kekal cantik selamanya. there always comes a day when everything changes, and it's not always for the best. despite the fact that I consider everything is important- education, lover, oxygen, food... the most important thing in life is family. there are days you love them, and others you don't. but, in the end, they're the people you always come home to. sometimes it's the family you're born into and sometimes it's the one you make for yourself.

and I'm glad to be here for the next two weeks. it feels like heaven.

~ wHeN iT's JuSt mE & y0u, wHo kNoWs wHaT wE c0uLd d0 ;) ~

ever have that person in your life that you just can't give up on? the one person that can screw you over time after time,but you always give them another chance and there is always another chance waiting for them.the person you know you're better off without but you can't seem to let them go. having this person in your life,it doesn't make you weak, it just means you have a weakness. there is no way to stop loving them, so don't bother to try...but don't let them define your life, either. it's yours, and yours alone.

dear YOU,

I know you used to spend every day thinking about him and dreaming about him, and everytime he walked by you lost yourself, I might not know what that feels like. And I couldn’t possibly know what it feels like to have that person not have the same feelings back. Look, I'm sorry if you miss the way he looked at you, but I think you shouldn't miss that.

Sad isn't it? How no matter what you do or say to him... when he comes running back... when he needs you again... you'll be there... right there waiting for him, you'll take him back... no questions asked. Sad isn't it?

but dear YOU,

Some people can just move on, you know. They mourn and cry and then they're done with it or at least appear to be. But to you, I don't know. I didn't want to fix it; I didn't want you to forget it. It wasn't something that was broken, it was just something that happened. And I want you to find ways, everyday, of working around it. You're respecting and remembering it, but you should getting along with your life at the same time.

Sometimes, there are things in our life that aren't meant to stay. Sometimes, change may not be what we want. Sometimes, change is exactly what we need. And sometimes, saying goodbye is the hardest thing you think you'll never have to do, but sometimes, saying hello again is the thing that breaks you down and makes you more vulnerable than you ever though possible. Sometimes, change is too much to bear. But most of the time, change is the only thing saving your life.

I LOVE YOU DEAR FREN...AND YOU SHOULD KNOW IT...BE STRONG K =)

~ LiFe is BriEf ~

life is made up of meetings and partings. people come into your life everyday, you say good morning, you say good evening, some stay for a few minutes, some stay for a few months, some a year, others a whole lifetime. no matter who it is, you meet and then you part.

setiap pertemuan dan perpisahan yang Tuhan tentukan pasti ada sebabnya. dan di sebalik sebab- sebab itu pasti terselit hikmahnya. dalam bulan ini sahaja, saya mendapat lima berita tentang kematian orang tersayang kepada kawan-kawan saya. salam takziah kepada ahli keluarga mereka dan sama-sama kita sedekahkan al-Fatihah.

apa yang membuatkan saya terfikir, hidup ini tak panjang. sudah banyak perkara yang membuang masa yang dah dilakukan. ada waktu yang lebih banyak dihabiskan bersama teman berbanding keluarga sendiri. kita tidak akan sedar selagi kita biarkan diri kita hanyut. tiada niat untuk tuding jari kepada sesiapa hanya sekadar peringatan bersama.

it's difficult to know which second among a lifetime of seconds is more special. often when you realise how precious those seconds are, it's too late for them to be captured because the moment has passed. we realise too late. and when that happens there is no use of regret. have a good life people. appreciate every moment with your love ones =)

~ F.R.I.E.N.D.S ~

I'm finding that realization is so much more frustrating than never finding anything.

how often we wish we had stayed on the same path.
I disappear regularly, I lose contact regularly.
no one checks up on me and I like it that way.
I like to come and go as I please.

Yet now I realize something.
I miss my friends. a lot. but what's the reasons of the feeling?
we all get lost once in a while and busy with our own life...
sometimes by choice, sometimes due to forces beyond our control.
when we learn what it is our soul needs to learn, the path presents itself.
I regret because I do not contact my friends often enough, and I am really sorry for behaving like that...huu...just want you, who are my friends, know that our friendship still precious for me even I lack in my concern.

p/s: all of u will still be my bff even xde dlm gmba d bwh...n i juz realize that we hadn't take much pic.huhu

~ wHaT a Day ~

i've been robbed...

now I know what is the feeling of losing something that quite important
when you have it you seem to take it for granted
but once you lose it, you will regret it
serve me right...

the incident gave quite an impact to me
but then through the incident also I come to realize something
I could get to know the people that will be supporting me and the group that will ignore me
thanks a lot guys for the concern...
I appreciate it s0000 much =))

~ a GOOD day ~

i hate rude people...especially girls...

kenapa perempuan susah nak kawal emosi???
bila tau boyfren rapat dengan perempuan lain jea terus nak gaduh2 tanpa usul periksa.
dan tak pasal2 jea perempuan tu kena tuduh yang bukan2, semua kesalahan diletakkan atas perempuan tu...kenapa boyfren tak kena tuduh juga???

kenapa perempuan bila jatuh cinta sanggup berkorban apa saja demi boyfren???
sampai ada yang tak jaga maruah sendiri, sampai ada yang sanggup ketepikan famili dan sanggup keluarkan kata2 kesat pada siapa2 yang menghalang hubungan itu.
dan ada juga yang sanggup putus kawan hanya kerana kawan itu rapat dengan boyfren.

if u think that everybody around u is a loser, u should think about urself too...
u have make a sin just by not being fair and illogical to others.
why don't u ponder for a moment what have u done towards your family, frens, lover and most important to your God. and what have they sacrifice to u in their life???
life should not be complicated and we should appreciate it every moment.
by not losing it to evil whispers that can lead us to the wrong path in life ;))

~ cHeNta YaNg SeMpUrNa ~

life is unpredictable...
we dun even can get an idea wat might happen tomorrow...
i get a shocked news today...
one of my frens' mother has passed away today...
dun ever get to contact him for a quite long time...
dunnoe why he kept a sudden distance...but now i guess i noe d answer...
salam takziah my fren...be strong k...i noe it's hard..but u must noe dat there's olwez family n fren dat u can keep holding on k...we'll give our full support...insyaAllah...

i noe everybody will face the death someday...
i juz can't imagine how am i suppose to face it...i noe it's inappropriate to talk about dis matter...
but it's juz kept coming in my mind today...
n now i noe i have to appreciate every single moment in my life..
there is not much time for me to quarrel over small thing...
there is not much time for me to spend quality moment with my loved ones...
there is not much time for me to waste by hating people...
bcoz we'll never noe wat might come afterwards...

but i do hope there's still TOMORROW...
for me to tell my family how much i love them...
for me to tell my busyuk how i appreciate for ur concern...
for me to tell my dearly frens thank u for olwez by my side...
for me to keep striving for d best in my education...
AND for me to still keep being grateful to HIM for giving me such a wonderful life
now i noe i shouldn't being regret and should still moving on for better days.

p/s: suddenly miss my homie,busyuk2 n frens so much :((

~ SeLaMaT HaRi RaYa eBriBaDi =D ~

time passes so fast...
da 1 Syawal pun...
ry itu mmg sonok...
sayu jea tyme dgr takbir ry...
tp tetibe br tpikir...

dterime ke pose kali nie...
dterime ke amalan yg da wat kali nie...
every person can't run in making sins kn...
da brape byk r sins yg da wat...ish3...
then...
mule r regret 4 not making dis Ramadhan a beneficial month...
but i noe sume 2 bkn kte yg dcide kn...
so i pray really hard 4 me n also others...
dat may our deeds in dis Ramadhan will be accepted...
who knows whether there'll be another Ramadhan 4 us kn...
i hope we have thousand chances of Ramadhan lg...insyaAllah...

neway...
ry taon nie tetibe tringat sgt kt ma bff yg kt oversea..huhu...
*mish u so much...cpt r pulang... (T_T)*
ish3...ry2 pun mao sdey ka????
aiyoh...huhu
juz wanna wish...

*SELAMAT HARI RAYE...MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN...0-0 K (^_^)*

~ LiSt RaYe: bAjU, tUdUnG,KaSuT...PaLiNg PeNtiNg...DWET RAYE ;D ~

Home sweet home...
yeah....i'm home...besh3
da sminggu pun...huhu

even da sminggu pun cuti tp spt bese...
preparation raye 2 nk jgk wat last minit...
br r knon2 rs feel ry 2
then mule r xsmpat nk cr sume...

dlm ms 1 hari tu la nk cr kasut raye lah...
br pasan bj yg da tmpah 2 agk besar lah... (aip...da krus ke =p)
nk start cari tudung utk bj raye lah...
mentang2 raye sume nk baru ea...
ble da xsmpat 2 baru lah recycle blk tdung brape kurun yg lps 2
xkesah laa...asl matching dgn baju...hehe
klo da baju wrna biru tp pkai tdung merah,
x ke haru jadinye.hik3...

so,d satu hari yg agk free n cuaca pun cm support utk xtvt SHOPPING 2...
dgn keadaan yg agk smangat braye...
drive r mnuju gedung mmbeli-belah (wah3)

*3 org nie r yg sm2 mmbazirkan dwet ari 2*

*sblom bbuka*
*slepas bbuka ;D*
*me n jae...lps mkn n smangat nk shopping =D*

sgt penat...xtau r da brape byk kedai ktorg belek.hehe
nseb baek ada hsil =)
bley r braye.hak3...
wlaupun still xsmpat nk shopping additional things
tp da dpt 1 pun da ckup r.huhu
lps nie kna prepare awl ckit r nmpknye.hehe
*bley caye ke*