cat lovers will adore above picture. I think. but at this moment, not for me. I guess the feeling will remain for quite a long time. if only I could blame the cycle of nature. if only I can put the blame on fate. as a person used to say, destroying is a necessary function in life. everything has its season, and all things eventually lose their effectiveness and die.

bukan ingin menyalahkan takdir. tapi kematian mereka berdua agak sukar untuk diterima. they are harmless. bukan salah mereka  untuk menjadi mangsa kucing pada hari itu. it's just I can't imagine how they fight for their survival. but death keep coming for them. I regret as I cannot save them. I regret that I'll never be there while they ask for help.

* thanks for bringing cheerful & precious moments to my family with your presence*

miss both of u so muccchhhh...do rest in peace :'((

~ the TAKERS ~

went to watch a movie last week. TAKERS. a movie directed by John Luessenhop which revolves around a group of intelligent & skillful robbers. they try to pull off one last job with more money at stake than ever before. but the reality shows who's taking who. and and the actors are actually one of the reasons that attract me to watch it ;)

- paul walker, idris elba, hayden christensen, T.I, michael ely, chris brown -

overall, it's a nice movie even the effects are quite shaky. tapi tapi, my favourite guy is dead. in this movie.so, baby, i am down, down, down, down, down. movie jea pun kan...feeling terlebih plk.oh hayden...sob3!

but the climax of the day is, with parallel to the movie that I've watched, my beloved wedges also been 'taken' by a 'taker'. it feels so sad. it is more pathetic when it happened at a mosque. how could somebody take other's belongings at a holy place???so advice of this post, take care of your belongings wherever, whenever you are. I've learnt my lesson.

~ HeY GirL, I h.a.t.e y0u ~

I've told you so many many many times....

takkan boleh punya lelaki dan perempuan berkawan takat "Teman tapi Mesra". tipulah lagi. Last-last mesti jatuh hati. so for what stupid purpose pakai statement 'kitorang kawan jea lah, takkan lebih dari tu, tak main feeling-feeling nie. aku takkan kacau pun hubungan diorang lah"

Stop coming in between other's relationship!It's just not about you, it's about your bitchyness.

yes, I don't get it.  and I don't want to. just hoping to get rid of people like you.

~ tHe cLimB ~

it was exhausting but super duper exciting...

how can I describe the feeling of being up there?

the air was so cool

the sceneries were eye-soothing

the heart feels a sense of tranquility

the companions were so amazing.

mesmerizing, comfort and humility, perhaps.

how great of His creation.

peeps, you should try too =)

to be with nature...

is the chance you have to grab

once in your life.

experience it, then you can feel it ;)

~ sYaWaL mEnJeLmA ~

1st time dapat kad raya dari incik bf. hepi terlebey2. mengada!

oh...oh seronoknya berada di rumah...

finally dah cuti balik raya

walaupun balik paling lambat kan...

still HOME SWEET HOME =)

untuk raya semua persiapan dah siap. erk? iye kot. tema tahun nie tak dapat ditentukan. sebab dah campur macam-macam warna. ada ungu, ada ala2 oren, ada pink shining2. makin tua sambut raya makin melilau mata nak pilih warna baju raya.ish3.... sebelum balik raya, wajib pergi jalan TAR bawak balik buah tangan untuk family. trime kaseh laaaa buat cik jae a.k.a gff & kekanda sebab sanggup temankan walau terpaksa mengharungi hujan & badai....ceh3

syawal kali nie, ada yang seronok & ada yang tak seronok. yang seronoknya sebab masih lagi boleh sambut dengan family tersayang. cukup kuota semua. takde yang kawen or lari umah ke. n sebab sehari sebelum raya ada special day...hehe.

yang tak seronoknya sebab pasti akan terasa kehilangan saudara yang pergi menyahut seruan Ilahi dahulu. tahun ni, ketiadaan nenek saudara yang terchenta pasti akan dirasai... semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat. amin.

buat mereka yang berada di perantauan pula, semoga bertabah yerk. salam lebaran dari Malaysia.hehe.

apa-apa pun, harapnye tahun ni akan mendapat lebih keberkatan. dan semoga masih dapat menempuh Ramadhan yang akan datang. doakan yang terbaik untuk semua =)

anyway, nak ucapkan:

SELAMAT HATI RAYA AIDILFITRI 

MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN

JIKA TERSILAP KATA / TERSINGGUNG PERASAAN

SEMOGA BERBAHAGIA DI HARI RAYA INI =D

kad raya instant taon lepas. recycle balik. harap maklum ;p

p/s: 0-0 wokeh.harap2 duit raya makin bertambah dari tahun sebelum ni.amin ;)

~ a GIRL not yet a WOMAN ~

this few weeks, I went through my life as a different person. no more gossiping cerita- cerita sensasi with my babes, no more hang out with loved ones. no more ordinary routine. my life was dull & empty.

kenapa ini terjadi? diri pun tidak tahu. semua berlaku secara tiba-tiba. kini diri hanya bertemankan monolog dalaman. sendiri. mungkin itu lebih baik. atau mungkin tidak.

perempuan, girl, women memang kompleks dan makhluk yang penuh dengan emosi. yes! that makes us unique yet complicated because even we, ourselves can't understand what we really need.

cuma harap orang akan faham diri memang sesukar itu.

~ Don't Let LoVe Becomes Ugly ~

budak-budak zaman sekarang bercinta macam-macam kerenah. ada yang cover-cover malu, ada yang terlebih eksyen, ada yang cover-cover tapi nak eksyen...eh? so tetibe kali nie nak share sikit trend orang bercinta yang agak annoying bagi saya yerk. ulangan. pada pandangan saya sahaja.


1) pasangan on phone


time berchenta nie, orang kata bagai dunia korang yang punya. semua rasa macam indah. sampai hal orang lain pun dah tak kisah. kalau cakap telefon dalam LRT tu nak bagi satu LRT tau korang tengah hangat berchenta and pasangan korang tu romantik habis. tapi bila time bergaduh, kalau boleh nak maki hamun dalam phone biar semua orang dengar korang tengah kecewa. tak cukup dengan tu, siap letak dalam blog announce laki tu jahat lah, keji lah, dan seangkatan dengannya.




2) pasangan di 'mukabuku'


trend nie memang popular pada alaf yang berteknologi nie...iyelah...apa guna status relationship kalau taknak tayang kan? (iye ke?). perlu ke nak post status kat mukabuku tu yang korang tengah masyuk sangat berchenta. nak share yang pasangan korang tu yang terbaik lah di bima sakti nie.huh.

puteri cantek > putera kacak : sayanggg...thanks for the surprise...b ske sgt...love u...syg ckit.mmuah3

putera kacak > puteri cantek: not a big deal b...asal u hepi. i ada u sorg jea k b...love u too.

kadang- kadang terfikir jugak apa motif sebenar  komen tu. y tak anta mesej kat phone jea? kalau kadang- kadang nak bermanja and tak overreact tu wokeh jea...takde lah smpai close minded sangat. tapi dah kalau asyik penuh dengan komen camtu jea kat home tu semak juga mata nie..hehe




3) pasangan di jalan raya


haaa...yang ini paling buat hilang sabar. kalau dalam kampus tu dah la kena pusing satu round, dah tu bawak kete tu slow pulak...konon berhemah tapi kalau dah drive kat lane laju tu tapi bawak macam baru nak blaja kete tu boleh nak kena hon tu. sekali dapat pintas, jeling sikit, haaa....tengah sakan gelak- gelak dengan pasangan. amboi...bahagia sangat dapat keluar sama sampai  tak tahu beza lane laju dengan lane orang tengah berchenta. 
ada yang lagi ' baek punye pasangan' siap lentok2 lagi...adoi...takpe nak manja2 pun...tak marah pun...macam lah saya tak pernah buat...oopppssss...heee...tapi kalau dah sampai kete2 laen pintas korang ikut sebelah kiri tu tak faham lagi ke korang dah kat salah lane tu!




4) pasangan di public places

• pakwe macho + awek kurang lawa                           huish....sekali tengok pakwe dia tu macam Damon dalam ' Vampire Diaries ', dua kali tengok macam   Nathan dalam ' One Tree Hill ', kali ketiga tak boleh tengok dah, takut jatuh cinta. apa nak jadi dengan kekanda saya nanti?hehe. wokeh.kembali kepada topik. pasal awek tu tak boleh nak describe macam pakwe pulak.wokeh.fine.rezeki dia lah boleh dapat pakwe hensem + macho macam tu, tapi tak payah sampai nak buat drama sebabak pulak. dah bila selisih, tetiba nak tarik tangan pakwe tu rapat2 and buat aksi menggoda supaya pakwe tak pandang lain. hello...ada saya cakap saya nak ngorat pakwe awak ke? i'm taken also k.

• awek lawa + pakwe kurang macho                                       yang nie pulak sama jea keadaan...jantina jea berubah. dah bila selisih tetiba rangkul gadis ke sisi. adeih...kalau kekanda saya nak ngorat awek awak tu, dia tak bersama saya. dah awak tu tengok saya takpe pulak?hahahaha ~  

• pakwe macho + awek lawa                                                     pasangan yang camnie tak boleh nak cakap banyak lah...dua2 nak kontrol masing2 punye pasangan. naseb baek sama cantek sama padan kurang sikit perasaan angin nie.lantak korang lah...kalau pasangan camnie susah sikit nak dibendung sebab jarang dijumpai...hehe  

• awek kurang lawa + pakwe kurang macho                                jenis pasangan camnie saya wokeh sangat sebab dua2 sedar diri. buat biasa-biasa jea. orang pun tak amek kisah sangat. so tak sakit mata memandang...darah pun tak tinggi =)  

                                                                                                                   

berchenta nie biar berpada-pada dan bersederhana. jangan melebih sangat. nanti merana diri. tak semestinya pasangan yang korang berchenta bertahun-tahun tu akan jadi suami / isteri korang nanti. wokeh?

~ tHeY aRe FaBuLouS ~

* tempat kejadian *

* tempat gadis2 bersantai *

* hidangan yang membuka selera *

* gadis2 yang menanti dengan cool ;) *

* x0x0 *

* gadis2... *

* credits to sk...for d wonderful pics =D *

because life doesn't always happen according to a timetable or calendar...so it's hard to arrange any schedule to meet old friends... yet last Saturday was a good start and it was a chance that I can't missed. the moments of catching up with old friends are wonderful =)

dear gorgeous friends,

you will be you and I will be me, hari ini esok dan seterusnya, and let's trust the future to tomorrow. let us ride our own orbits and trust that they will meet. dan biarkan bintang terus menjejaki kita. may our reunion be not a finding but a sweet collision of destinies. LOVE and LOVE and LOVE again <3

~ cHiLdHooD ~

" there is always one moment in childhood when the doors open and let the future in."- Deepak Chopra

After all this "growing up" I can honestly say I love swings... I can still recall the first time I learnt to swing by myself and that awesome butterfly feeling in my stomach. I think I've outgrown this particular swing though :p

It's funny the memories that stay with you through time and it's sad when I think of all the days in my life where I actually can't remember what I did or what my thoughts were. time passes so fast though. how I miss my childhood time- with no responsibility and full of innocence.

now I've come to my adulthood yet still with no maturity. I know I've to move on with no regrets. but the memory of childhood will still be alive as from there I learn to be who I am- a girl on her swing after fighting with the feeling of nervous. and I'll never GIVE UP.

p/s: ada sape2 mau me to push their swing? ;D

~ bRiBeRy ~

semalam baru jea dapat rezeki lebih...hasil sewaan kereta yang agak lumayan ;)
so, saya dan kekanda bercadang nak dinner sama2...kami keluar jea uni dengan perasaan teruja tanpa menyedari 'pemangsa-pemangsa' yang sudah sedia menanti. once sampai kat trafik light kat satu simpang, dengan konfidennya kekanda belok sambil melanggar lampu merah.huu...minta perhatian...kami dah biasa buat macam tu..dah habit...cuma malang tak berbau...semalam tetiba ada pegawai2 jpj pulak elok buat operasi kat simpang tu...haish...

apa yang saya concern from that incident is rezeki yang pegawai2 tersebut dapat. incik kekanda went out to negotiate with the officer. then came toward the car and took rm50, so we were released after that.kekanda beritahu yang saman for langgar lampu merah suppose rm300 tapi after dapat duit kopi rm50-dilepaskan...

i am really grateful because we have to pay rm50-at least. i know it is really our mistake for not obeying the traffic rules but i just wonder does that mean that we had bribe the officer? and does that indicate that the officer actually intended to receive the bribery?dunia sekarang sudah tidak selamat...people tends to do anything...even bad things. as long as they do not get into trouble. i finally realize...

p/s: hilang rm50 dari rezeki sewa kereta...huuu...

~ wHaT a Day ~

i've been robbed...

now I know what is the feeling of losing something that quite important
when you have it you seem to take it for granted
but once you lose it, you will regret it
serve me right...

the incident gave quite an impact to me
but then through the incident also I come to realize something
I could get to know the people that will be supporting me and the group that will ignore me
thanks a lot guys for the concern...
I appreciate it s0000 much =))

~ a GOOD day ~

i hate rude people...especially girls...

kenapa perempuan susah nak kawal emosi???
bila tau boyfren rapat dengan perempuan lain jea terus nak gaduh2 tanpa usul periksa.
dan tak pasal2 jea perempuan tu kena tuduh yang bukan2, semua kesalahan diletakkan atas perempuan tu...kenapa boyfren tak kena tuduh juga???

kenapa perempuan bila jatuh cinta sanggup berkorban apa saja demi boyfren???
sampai ada yang tak jaga maruah sendiri, sampai ada yang sanggup ketepikan famili dan sanggup keluarkan kata2 kesat pada siapa2 yang menghalang hubungan itu.
dan ada juga yang sanggup putus kawan hanya kerana kawan itu rapat dengan boyfren.

if u think that everybody around u is a loser, u should think about urself too...
u have make a sin just by not being fair and illogical to others.
why don't u ponder for a moment what have u done towards your family, frens, lover and most important to your God. and what have they sacrifice to u in their life???
life should not be complicated and we should appreciate it every moment.
by not losing it to evil whispers that can lead us to the wrong path in life ;))

only 2 more days...
saye mau pulang...
mau sgt3...
huhu...

dis week...
sgt111 lazy nk g klas...
ati da kt ma home sweet home...

11/9/09-i'm really waiting 4 u...do come faster...hee...

p/s: ptg nie br nk g sopping bj raye...haish...klo xde...xbraye r nmpknye...xkn nk recycle bj taon lps...huhu...salam gumbire sume (*_*)

~ tupai....sm0kes...~

wat to say....aiyo0...awl entry pun da problematic.huhu...walaupun agk memalukan kesah nie...ceh3...tp ku tetap ingin share jua.haha (ayt ntah ape2).d pagi yg indah pd ari nie...bgn tdo....n afta melakukan ape2 yg ptot 2...saye pun dgn cm wat2 bsemangat r nk memulakan ari yg baru.huhu.wlaupun my days r still d same...i tot...d wktu cuti nie...yup...sy tgh bcuti skrg...spt bese...sy akn mnjadi full-time house wife as sume org g skola...shaye da x skola.haha.da2...hentikan merapu-rapu(ada ke pkataan nie?hee...)

utk djadikan cite...knonnye r...spt bese...kna jemur baju...lps bfast...basuh pnggan...kmas ape2 yg ptot...n skrg nie ada keje tambahan plk...TAKUTKAN TUPAI.haha...sbr jea r...papa ku yg tchenta nie...mentang2 r sygkan sgt buah2 durian dia yg sdg dlm proses utk gugur ke tanah 2...pagi2 b4 g skul 2 slalu jea r pesan suh hambat tupai2 yg ingin memiliki khazanah dia 2.huhu.amat bmakna pesanan 2.hee...xde lg father laen yg psan cm2 kt daughter rsnye...hehe.shaye pun dgn slalunye mlakukn pmerhatian yg tajam thadap incik2 tupai yg cute tp uninvited 2.*wink*.lwk jgk tiap kali nmpak incik2 squirrel lari mnyelamatkn diri.haha.xsdr plk keadaan diri yg bising duk hambat tupai2 tuh....haish....ape2 jea r

klimaksnye kt cni sbnrnye...ntah ape2 jea r cite kt ats 2.huhu...dsbabkn sume x lunch kt umah ari nie...so shaye kna r pndai2 nk idop...msk sndiri...ajat d ati nk wat telor tumis...da siap rebus n goreng telur 2...siapkan r tumisan plk...da 2 ltk r telur 2 kt dlm kn...wah3...bau da mnusuk jantung,kalbu sume r (cm sdp sgt r knonnye).smentara tnggu msk 2 g r sapu kt ruang rehat jap...ku sangkakn ku da ttop api dapurnye...so dgn lenggang smbil bnyanyi gumbire ku mnyapu...smpai r ada bau yg mnusuk idong n kcutkan pankreas mnerjah...chewah...segera r ku mnuju ke dapur...cm superwoman g2...da hanget pun sdikit telor2 tsebot...tp msih bley dmakan dgn seleranye oleh perut ku (lpr sgt kn...telan jea nyah....) (^-^)

so...less0nnye...jgn mnyapu...haha...shaye mmg xske bab mnyapu nie...haish...bkn...bkn...moral of d story is...jgn tnggalkan api dapur tpasang laen kali yerk cik ieyla...tnggu aje r smpai msk...xpyh gtal2 nk g melencong kt tmpat laen.huhu...2 r kesahnye...sy da tobat...isk3...